Message from @Chained Ant1vst

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2019-08-12 17:05:02 UTC  

@PatrickLux666 this server has the 18+ warning before entering, how old are you? If you dont have more than $30 to spare you need to be focusing on other things

2019-08-12 17:06:26 UTC  

Eh, good point. 22 at present, and yeah. You right, i should be. But i figured, eh screw it. Why not?

2019-08-12 17:06:56 UTC  

because you're 22 and you only have $30

2019-08-12 17:08:45 UTC  

Haha, i guess that's a good way to put it.
Health sucks, can't find work. Been trying to get disability but doing that alone practically is difficult. I'm pretty boned, but i'm trying to ink out something before i die. Lol.

2019-08-12 17:10:05 UTC  

Go get a job before a doll

2019-08-12 17:10:25 UTC  

Keep applying

2019-08-12 17:13:36 UTC  

Problem is i'm unemployable. Health problems i got are bad enough that no sane boss would higher me.(Plus i qualify for disability according to their own standards...But they love to just dick with people.)
And that's what i'm trying to do, but appealing is difficult given walking out in the sun can kill me. And they only open during day, plus i'm looking at surgery again soon. Among other things, life's pretty chaotic and i can't stomp everything down. I just figured i could at least do this, kinda a teaser if i manage to lock my stuff down. Sort a speak.

2019-08-12 17:14:17 UTC  

@PatrickLux666 never be a victim. I'm 23, I dont have disabilities sure but I'm also ambitious for my age because I dont entertain any notion of victim hood. Take control of your destiny

2019-08-12 17:15:03 UTC  

There has to be a way to mitigate the effects the sun has. Hats, sunscreen, hoodies etc?

2019-08-12 17:16:46 UTC  

I agree, yes. And cool. I didn't know your age was that close to mine. @Happy Humble Hermit. I've been trying to do that, and hope to do more. But i am also being realistic, i won't go beyond what i can physically do. Because that will kill me, so i gotta adhere to what i can. And work on that, unfortunately this means i'm gonna have a hard fight to go through it seems. But i haven't given up entirely yet. Haha.

2019-08-12 17:17:02 UTC  

@PatrickLux666 You got this Pat!

2019-08-12 17:20:19 UTC  

@YuriBezmenov, that's hardly the only thing. But it's one of them, and while clothing choices and masks will slow it down. It won't stop it, only buys me time before i go into full on shock and die. Plus my skin seems to be falling apart now when exposed, too. Something that didn't happen nearly as severely as it used to, which means it's getting worse coupled with other symptoms. Planning to go to the allergy specialist i go to so we can talk about what this all means. But the clinic is 2 counties away, which is a 2 hour trip just getting there. So difficult to get there, had to put my GI tract issues first given that's likely gonna end me sooner. But hey, i'm working on it. One nail at a time. Haha.

On top of the sun issue, i have many other health problems. Some actively trying to off me, others are just making my life hell. But i'm using my will to try and push through it. Hopefully, it pays off.

2019-08-12 17:20:44 UTC  

There's online freelancing jobs you can look for

2019-08-12 17:21:50 UTC  

but if you are disabled i do think you should seek out whatever help you can

2019-08-12 17:21:50 UTC  

@PatrickLux666 I spent the majority of my time indoors and I dont have any disabilities, you can make plenty of income indoors. Even if it's not an online business or service, you could do online teaching and tutoring from the comfort of your home and make money. Gotta think outside the box

2019-08-12 17:22:25 UTC  

are not office jobs indoors mostly?

2019-08-12 17:22:34 UTC  

There are some call center setups that allow for in home working, or get office jobs.

2019-08-12 17:22:48 UTC  

you can use black screens to block out the sun while your traveling in car

2019-08-12 17:22:49 UTC  

@The-Free-Monk offices are indoors so yes they are mostly indoors <:fridge:590694993950146566>

2019-08-12 17:24:57 UTC  

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2019-08-12 17:26:06 UTC  

dude do i smell like cheetos

2019-08-12 17:26:13 UTC  

I thought about indoor jobs, freelance ect. But the main problem is stability, financial stability is key here. And if i don't have that i am dead in the water. As i can't get by as easily solo as most due to my health, so it's gonna hit me harder. The disability is basically there to keep me alive, i hope to do something to earn extra money that's not livable wages. But something to ease my life later if possible. As i simply can't work a livable wage.
I am disabled and so am trying to get as much a leg up as possible, i got 3 types of seizures apparently too.(According to my doctor, i'm showing symptoms of focals, and myoclonic. Already got PNES.) One of which can incapacitate me for a whole day. Lol.

2019-08-12 17:27:16 UTC  

well nobody here is a professional, so we aren't really qualified to give good useful advice

2019-08-12 17:27:17 UTC  

@PatrickLux666 nigga nothing is key in your situation when you have $30, you are in no room to be picky go get a job at mcdonalds to motivate your ass to do better

2019-08-12 17:28:09 UTC  

So i just had to explain to a teen why people hate communism

2019-08-12 17:28:16 UTC  

@PatrickLux666 are you not on any welfare?

2019-08-12 17:31:00 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/471844105463529472/610525661324509218/ccdff5f.jpg

2019-08-12 17:35:04 UTC  

God damn do i hate simps raising girls, that is how this cancer gets spread

2019-08-12 17:35:13 UTC  

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2019-08-12 17:39:19 UTC  

Those are the real men that stepped up @Mr.Black

2019-08-12 17:40:15 UTC  

Lol speaking of I saw a white couple with a mixed baby. I just chuckled

2019-08-12 17:40:33 UTC  

Adoption, lets hope

2019-08-12 17:40:43 UTC  

Oh please, my brother has a little girl who is spoiled because she is always " but she's cute!" Or the "but shes tired" when ever she does shit that she knows not to do

2019-08-12 17:40:46 UTC  

Or babysitting

2019-08-12 17:40:51 UTC  

Not a man resigning himself to raise up a crime baby

2019-08-12 17:41:44 UTC  

@Mr.Black fuck I hate seeing shit parenting

2019-08-12 17:42:47 UTC  

@Jack Mehoff the worst part is going to be after raising the kid, the kid not caring about dad

2019-08-12 17:43:00 UTC  

If he lasts that long

2019-08-12 17:43:31 UTC  

Yep the thing is he has 1 boy and 1 girl, and the boy always gets into trouble when he is in the wrong but his girl rarely does

2019-08-12 17:43:33 UTC  

They never do. The man is just here for resources

2019-08-12 17:44:19 UTC  

Lol sounds standard actually @Mr.Black boy evil girl angel