Message from @Deleted User
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I was diagnosed at 4
i can put up a very good act, but idk i don't care to like or impress people much
I didn't show normal social behavior
the school system wanted to diagnose me in the second grade, but reasons i didn't
I didn't talk until I was 5
some autistic people it is not noticeable until you realise there are long term patterns to the lies they spin you
Kek
Delet
the only real autist I knew well was an asshole
like super pretentious
Hence why you gotta fix yourself
Lots of practice
Experimenting with meds if you have to
he was literally proud of playing vidya all day and doing nothing for 10+ years now
Wtf
ive been working on it, but ive come to the conclusion to certain people, i am a pathological liar and creative lying has become almost a well rounded skill for me
you dont seem that autistic tbh
then again
Your autism is also much worse than mine
Ye I know how to be social
kek
yea he wouldve been a pro at this one game we used to play if the game took off too
don't play much, but still good out of memory and video game knowledge
but he was annoying af to talk to
And Ive practiced
I tried behaving like other people until it came natural
the only autism in me is that I dont really do eye contact
and I dont feel empathy at all
I worked on that
Eye contact is a comfort game
thats actually something me and a friend talked about, exceptionally good and dedicated to a game, but its a worthless game so its moot
Also a strong grip
Normal body language
Avoiding ticks
I do the "look between the eyes" thing
For me autism was cureable if that makes sense
i focus at an object behind people when i talk to a group as learned in theatre class to stare at an exit sign
Ye thats not what you should do
yeah lul