Message from @i○bas

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2017-12-18 10:39:47 UTC  

No

2017-12-18 10:39:53 UTC  

I was diagnosed at 4

2017-12-18 10:39:55 UTC  

i can put up a very good act, but idk i don't care to like or impress people much

2017-12-18 10:40:11 UTC  

I didn't show normal social behavior

2017-12-18 10:40:17 UTC  

the school system wanted to diagnose me in the second grade, but reasons i didn't

2017-12-18 10:40:22 UTC  

I didn't talk until I was 5

2017-12-18 10:40:32 UTC  

some autistic people it is not noticeable until you realise there are long term patterns to the lies they spin you

2017-12-18 10:40:39 UTC  

Kek

2017-12-18 10:40:42 UTC  

Delet

2017-12-18 10:40:52 UTC  

the only real autist I knew well was an asshole

2017-12-18 10:40:58 UTC  

like super pretentious

2017-12-18 10:41:12 UTC  

Hence why you gotta fix yourself

2017-12-18 10:41:25 UTC  

Lots of practice

2017-12-18 10:41:33 UTC  

Experimenting with meds if you have to

2017-12-18 10:41:40 UTC  

he was literally proud of playing vidya all day and doing nothing for 10+ years now

2017-12-18 10:41:46 UTC  

Wtf

2017-12-18 10:41:46 UTC  

ive been working on it, but ive come to the conclusion to certain people, i am a pathological liar and creative lying has become almost a well rounded skill for me

2017-12-18 10:42:00 UTC  

you dont seem that autistic tbh

2017-12-18 10:42:02 UTC  

then again

2017-12-18 10:42:07 UTC  

Your autism is also much worse than mine

2017-12-18 10:42:12 UTC  

@Julian growing up i was #1 on two different fps servers

2017-12-18 10:42:36 UTC  

like @Tervy said, here many ppl are STEM-MEME which tends to that

2017-12-18 10:42:38 UTC  

Ye I know how to be social

2017-12-18 10:42:40 UTC  

kek

2017-12-18 10:42:44 UTC  

yea he wouldve been a pro at this one game we used to play if the game took off too

2017-12-18 10:42:50 UTC  

don't play much, but still good out of memory and video game knowledge

2017-12-18 10:42:50 UTC  

but he was annoying af to talk to

2017-12-18 10:42:51 UTC  

And Ive practiced

2017-12-18 10:43:04 UTC  

I tried behaving like other people until it came natural

2017-12-18 10:43:06 UTC  

the only autism in me is that I dont really do eye contact

2017-12-18 10:43:12 UTC  

and I dont feel empathy at all

2017-12-18 10:43:15 UTC  

I worked on that

2017-12-18 10:43:29 UTC  

Eye contact is a comfort game

2017-12-18 10:43:30 UTC  

thats actually something me and a friend talked about, exceptionally good and dedicated to a game, but its a worthless game so its moot

2017-12-18 10:43:36 UTC  

Also a strong grip

2017-12-18 10:43:40 UTC  

Normal body language

2017-12-18 10:43:55 UTC  

Avoiding ticks

2017-12-18 10:44:06 UTC  

I do the "look between the eyes" thing

2017-12-18 10:44:30 UTC  

For me autism was cureable if that makes sense

2017-12-18 10:44:49 UTC  

i focus at an object behind people when i talk to a group as learned in theatre class to stare at an exit sign

2017-12-18 10:45:08 UTC  

Ye thats not what you should do