^

well im not doing that at all

im doing the least i can

I havent been through hell just to kill myself

@Shrimpf you have ppl that care for you

That too

you have told us your gf really cares for you

They love you for who you are

Which includes failure

grew out of my suicide years through reading various books and spending more time seeking for answers than i would have wanted to

Same here

i never had a suicide phase

Read a lot in prison

i had an anime phase

when id do nothing but watch fucking cartoons

same here

Especially Nietzsche and Kierkegaard

@fuckthapolice kek same

Im going to r9k against my gf now

I still havent managed to balance studying with not wanting to kys <:hms:311152554618912768>

how does one do it

and also labour meetings

;_;

@Transience#0182 well i have been working all day

against your gf

did your gf forbid u from going on r9k

in a way i have my close group of people so its not as lonely

good gf

No

r9k is poopy ass

yeah

you should not got r9k

"""fembot""" threads

We just talk about sadness sometimes

trap lovers

i was in that forum for a while

the cancer gets you eventually

this is now /incelgeneral/

Maybe you looked for the cancer before you got it

I admit to still lurking there every once in a while

it really does you no good to even lurk