all i do is out of fear

that in 3 years i wont be able to live comfortably

@spaqin giving up is just admitting circumstances got the best of you

that ill have to work a menial job

All you believe in is out of fear

How ya doing guys?

All your ethical beliefs are based on fear

just great

@Triss.Merigold r9k hours

- Nietsche

we are just venting off tbh

yeah

comfy hours

I legit think about suicide sometimes but you simply cannot do it

You have to keep going

Improving

Mastering yourself over and over again

^

well im not doing that at all

im doing the least i can

I havent been through hell just to kill myself

@Shrimpf you have ppl that care for you

That too

you have told us your gf really cares for you

They love you for who you are

Which includes failure

grew out of my suicide years through reading various books and spending more time seeking for answers than i would have wanted to

Same here

i never had a suicide phase

Read a lot in prison

i had an anime phase

when id do nothing but watch fucking cartoons

same here

Especially Nietzsche and Kierkegaard

@fuckthapolice kek same

Im going to r9k against my gf now

I still havent managed to balance studying with not wanting to kys <:hms:311152554618912768>

how does one do it

and also labour meetings

;_;

@Transience#0182 well i have been working all day