i dont know what that means

You just swore by him

do u want to hear someting else

that i esxperinced

wsomething strange

and unexplained

yes

u may not belive me

i swore by him a lot

And you live up to the things you swear by?

ya

they are completley true

not always man

and i dont nkow why i experinced it tbh

id have rather not

then i wouldnt have the knowldge

good talk brother

of it is true and why ithhappend

@Trey Amazing talk, thanks.

its nothing terrible

but just unexplained

I don't think God gives a shit about us

And I definitely don't think hell could be any worse than life on earth

Perhaps your god is satan, Joshua. Maybe that's why he doesn't care.

he cares, but he'll also drop those that turn their back on him like a stone

Sounds like a bunch of lies from satan, Joshua. But you can do whatever you like..

from a personal perspective i know the brain doesant work ideally when under alot of stress

some peoples brains

Yeah.. I would agree.. same for me..

some, the very few actually perform better under stress

i feel some stress can be beneficial

but not huge amounts

Honestly what has God done for you

Stress is definitely beneficial..

being able to keep your head under pressure and when the world around you falls to shit is a rare trait, but a very valued one

You wouldn't be able to count the amount of things God has done for you, Joshua.

Do you deny the favors of God?

What favors

well perhaps the laws of nature?

that keeps all living things alive?

My life is shit I'm shit