and i dont nkow why i experinced it tbh

id have rather not

then i wouldnt have the knowldge

good talk brother

of it is true and why ithhappend

@Trey Amazing talk, thanks.

its nothing terrible

but just unexplained

I don't think God gives a shit about us

And I definitely don't think hell could be any worse than life on earth

Perhaps your god is satan, Joshua. Maybe that's why he doesn't care.

he cares, but he'll also drop those that turn their back on him like a stone

Sounds like a bunch of lies from satan, Joshua. But you can do whatever you like..

from a personal perspective i know the brain doesant work ideally when under alot of stress

some peoples brains

Yeah.. I would agree.. same for me..

some, the very few actually perform better under stress

i feel some stress can be beneficial

but not huge amounts

Honestly what has God done for you

Stress is definitely beneficial..

being able to keep your head under pressure and when the world around you falls to shit is a rare trait, but a very valued one

You wouldn't be able to count the amount of things God has done for you, Joshua.

Do you deny the favors of God?

What favors

well perhaps the laws of nature?

that keeps all living things alive?

My life is shit I'm shit

lol stress is never beneficial, that's why it's caleld stress lol, but being able to keep your mind on the mission under stress is beneficial

God taught you speech, that's 1. Which is why we can have this conversation in the first place..

separates the 1% of leaders from the 99% of followers

You learn speech from your parents and I could do without it

your parents exposed u to speech

I'd rather have not been concieved

but u taought urself

Japheth shound i convert to islam, im thinking about it

u have to know how to learn

https://youtu.be/btvSE6tVHzQ

u chose to learn

and accepted it

you cannot learn something u dont accept