I don't know

But

sounds selfish but I'm scared of dying

I really don't know anything about it

Tbh it did 'grow me up' or whatever kinda

I also live in a country with active fighting so

there's a good chance

Like I didn't give as much of a shit about small things anymore

But then again that could just be because I left all my classmates and shit behind

come what may, do something you'll be remembered for and there's no reason to be afraid of dying

im gonna buy all the chink shit

I don't think I've really grown up

I mean I'm only 16

@Aerkusa someone told me that tbh

So that's natural

I just keep chasing some fucking dream of pro gamer dude

will you guys remember me for my shit cancer videos if I die/suicide?

yah sure

if you suicide yes

cool

I dunno, sometimes. Maybe

if you don't, then no

Like if I see an old alarm clock

or a Bmeme-800?

forever when i see birbs

I might be like: remember that one autistic fuck trying to force YouTube celebrity status

I'm 18 and I'm due to March, right now the choice is between being a fighter or a tech guy in a fighting zone

I had a bmeme-800 way before I found csg

So probably not sorry bro

Fighter?

do you really need phantom power for these

But definitely the Chinese diamond alarm clock

yah

in the military

ye

Oh shit

@Iddo Where do you live, anyways?

That's F grade job

How long are you serving?

@literally the nogger I'm American in the sense that it's my native language and all

Low pay, high risk