Message from @Jacob

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2019-02-10 09:27:50 UTC  

I tried reaching out to my old normie friends. A few of them are really bright but when I tried explaining even the most basic bitch of our talking points and their eyes just gloss over

2019-02-10 09:28:16 UTC  

I actually had one tell me "dude...why do you care so much? We're just gonna die anyway"

2019-02-10 09:29:06 UTC  

oh
I have one friend who is kind of like that

2019-02-10 09:29:56 UTC  

but most of them don't mind as long as I'm not constantly bringing it up

2019-02-10 09:30:17 UTC  

like, they'll disagree with my conclusion, but they'll listen and be polite

2019-02-10 09:31:01 UTC  

Because of that I found myself distancing from them. Like I got so black pilled that they just wanted to play call of duty and go to the local bar that I stopped hanging with them

2019-02-10 09:32:32 UTC  

my friends are all good people who want the best for their families and that kinda stuff
they're not apathetic losers or anything

2019-02-10 09:32:47 UTC  

Hell yeah that's way better

2019-02-10 09:32:52 UTC  

it's just that these ideas are a hard pill for them to swallow

2019-02-10 09:33:09 UTC  

ya it's definitely better
I have nothing against them personally

2019-02-10 09:33:21 UTC  

Yeah like i try to remind myself that this isn't for everyone

2019-02-10 09:33:39 UTC  

It's just tragic when you realize that you've outgrown people

2019-02-10 09:34:00 UTC  

well, for them in particular they have a personal barrier since their parents immigrated here

2019-02-10 09:34:30 UTC  

outside of IE I basically stick to my Slav community honestly

2019-02-10 09:34:45 UTC  

Oh that's pretty dope

2019-02-10 09:35:04 UTC  

I'm the very rare exception that actually cares about the future of America

2019-02-10 09:35:21 UTC  

most immigrants or children of immigrants don't give a shit

2019-02-10 09:35:34 UTC  

NAXALT to the extreme

2019-02-10 09:36:09 UTC  

Dude the america thing hits me in the feels. My ancestors fought in the civil war. I love this god damned country haha

2019-02-10 09:36:19 UTC  

The apathy of other whites drives me bonkers

2019-02-10 09:36:41 UTC  

ya see that's the thing
mine and my friends' ancestors have zero connection to America

2019-02-10 09:36:54 UTC  

theoretically, we have no reason to give a shit

2019-02-10 09:37:06 UTC  

I'm an anomaly

2019-02-10 09:37:13 UTC  

Wow super weird

2019-02-10 09:37:46 UTC  

I think part of it is that I have a very analytical personality and need to be right

2019-02-10 09:38:11 UTC  

Haha the Lord blessed you with the 'tism

2019-02-10 09:38:18 UTC  

yep

2019-02-10 09:38:46 UTC  

if you're an emotional thinker like most people are, "these immigrants are just like your parents" is a very compelling argument

2019-02-10 09:39:55 UTC  

but it just doesn't work on me because of my personality
I look at the data and think "immigration sucks, who cares what my parents did?"

2019-02-10 09:40:38 UTC  

The thing that really drove me nuts dude was the nihilism. Like the pure "not giving a shit" attitude and being okay with the idea of piss earth coming to fruition

2019-02-10 09:41:03 UTC  

Like willingly putting their heads in the sand

2019-02-10 09:41:17 UTC  

oh ya totally

2019-02-10 09:41:43 UTC  

And then, the kicker, when I would rant and rave about it be told that I'm weird for caring haha

2019-02-10 09:41:57 UTC  

"Chill out bro"

2019-02-10 09:42:40 UTC  

I just feel bad about supporting an objectively bad system that causes harm to people even if, theoretically, I don't have a personal reason to care

2019-02-10 09:43:52 UTC  

I have a Ukrainian friend who's attitude is basically "I'm gonna make as much money off America and dip when it collapses"

2019-02-10 09:44:06 UTC  

Oh my god I hate that haha

2019-02-10 09:44:28 UTC  

My forefathers land is being whored out haha god...so tragic

2019-02-10 09:44:52 UTC  

these kind of attitudes are pretty common among immigrants

2019-02-10 09:44:59 UTC  

But in 2019 I get it. It's not weird

2019-02-10 09:45:01 UTC  

even "legal white" ones