yes i will watch those videos

but will you accept my suggestion

we’re not stupid, cease this self-deprecating attitude

im atheist, im suppose to self deprecate

that was a joke

so will you accept my suggestion?

its not even a joke though, that whole philosophy is self-deprecation. if you believed you were a child of God, and your leaders were cursed, which explained the disconnect between you and your world, you’d rationalize things in a healthier way instead of directing your hatred towards yourself and others who are not to blame. i’ll watch whatever

watch one episode from the netflix show "black mirror", the episode is called "15 million merits". you have to wait till the end to get the full story.

then dm me and we will have a long discussion about it

also, i am happy sometimes. like when you thought i was between 20-30 years old. that made me feel good

it made me feel slightly smart

i’ve seen a few episodes of that show. its just fear-mongering and attacks on the social fabric. you know what “black mirror” is right? its our screens, it symbolizes the parasitic damage they do to your mindset

please just watch that episode. it actually has something in there you would find interesting

you’re on the internet seekjng truth instead of playing video games and trying to impress your schoolmates, you’re already smarter than most

thank you

we’re a type that our leaders fear more than anything.

the world will demonize you for what you are, but know its because it fears you

you will put the effort into learning things that the majority will not

i have a job too so im doing alright. doesn't stop my depression though. (that isn't a joke, i actually do need some help). you might have helped me today. thank you

Hello...

atheism is a mental disorder, same with the belief in coincidence. want to cure depression? believe you have a purpose, you were made for a reason, you are good inside and its not you thats wrong, its this sick world around you

i do wish i believed in something else, but i don't

Hello and welcome Crème!

stop hating yourself, stop hating in general. accept it all, detach your internal from your external. try focusing on your breath in nature, try looking at the breeze, the birds, and the leaves. let yourself believe that nothing is a coincidence, let yourself believe the world is dancing for you, and it will. its what cured my depression, i realized i was on a stage

I live in New Zealand. Nature is my home

That's where I agree with you. People are my problem in this case

then focus on your breath and on the now. push the past and the future out of your mind

How are you all?

For me it helped stopped caring what others think of me and just do whatever you like

I don't care what others think. That is why most people think I'm weird

well i’d love to talk more but i have to sleep since its 1:30 AM where i live and i have work tomorrow. i want you to consider that regardless of what is true or not, believing in coincidence is not healthy. believing in purpose is objectively healthier for the human mind, almost like it was meant to be that way

I do not fit in

It's 8:29 pm here

thats a good sign, fitting into an evil world shouldn’t come naturally

I don't know if you are helping me with that one but thank you

I will I'll freind you

Before I go, can I ask how old you are?

Are you 26

as far as I’m concerned, people like you are the light in the world. introversion is a willingness to question, and seek your own truths, regardless of what is popular. thats what this world needs, especially as you go through an education system designed to make you memorize established ideas instead of inventing your own

I am 26, have i said that before?

No