the world will demonize you for what you are, but know its because it fears you

you will put the effort into learning things that the majority will not

i have a job too so im doing alright. doesn't stop my depression though. (that isn't a joke, i actually do need some help). you might have helped me today. thank you

Hello...

atheism is a mental disorder, same with the belief in coincidence. want to cure depression? believe you have a purpose, you were made for a reason, you are good inside and its not you thats wrong, its this sick world around you

i do wish i believed in something else, but i don't

Hello and welcome Crème!

stop hating yourself, stop hating in general. accept it all, detach your internal from your external. try focusing on your breath in nature, try looking at the breeze, the birds, and the leaves. let yourself believe that nothing is a coincidence, let yourself believe the world is dancing for you, and it will. its what cured my depression, i realized i was on a stage

I live in New Zealand. Nature is my home

That's where I agree with you. People are my problem in this case

then focus on your breath and on the now. push the past and the future out of your mind

How are you all?

For me it helped stopped caring what others think of me and just do whatever you like

I don't care what others think. That is why most people think I'm weird

well i’d love to talk more but i have to sleep since its 1:30 AM where i live and i have work tomorrow. i want you to consider that regardless of what is true or not, believing in coincidence is not healthy. believing in purpose is objectively healthier for the human mind, almost like it was meant to be that way

I do not fit in

It's 8:29 pm here

thats a good sign, fitting into an evil world shouldn’t come naturally

I don't know if you are helping me with that one but thank you

I will I'll freind you

Before I go, can I ask how old you are?

Are you 26

as far as I’m concerned, people like you are the light in the world. introversion is a willingness to question, and seek your own truths, regardless of what is popular. thats what this world needs, especially as you go through an education system designed to make you memorize established ideas instead of inventing your own

I am 26, have i said that before?

No

He's psychic

But you did say you studied the official narrative for 25 years and has spent the last year focusing on other sides

Common logic

Or common sense

*Psychic*

It was an educated guess

there you go, know i must have said something. @Anette you joke but its likely, introverts usually have gifts in that regard

i did, before i was suppressed in a hospital, now its mostly gone, but thats a story for another time

See, two people think you're psychic. Means it's 100% true

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I'm sure I can get through depression though because when puberty abides, I will have a clear mind

they calcify your pineal gland, which for some people, has exceptional potential. thats another conversation.

It's bed time now, so I must read my book. Goodnight

i have seen things that i haven’t seen since these freemasons threw me in a hospital and injected me with many things

I'm reading Alan Turing; the enigma.

Great so far