https://youtu.be/qugm_UiK3uk @Ricky Beanbag

there is beauty in this world and scarcely is it found in people

I cant sfop crying wtf

What did yall do

Qtf is this

Is this it

it's your body telling you to unfuck things

Is this my breaking point

Check yourself into rehab

you are not on your own

I think your brain might be going coo coo right now

What is going on?

how close to the edge are you gonna get before you turn around ricky

Is Ricky being serious or just trolling?

I'm not sure

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Dude I'm 1000% serious

Alot of people feel like that. Once you hit rock bottom only then you can turn the page

This 2 weeks of drinking hit a point

I cant take anymore

What’s going on? Why are you crying and saying alcohol won?

alcoholism is a serious problem and my father struggled with it for a long time.

Take anymore what?

the pain

If you're ready to quit drinking then start taking the steps

What pain?

I have to stop drinking

Why are you feeling pain?

From the alcohol?

Yes

You started just 2 weeks ago?

No i started drinking a bottle a day [750ml] 2 weeks ago

Holy

What made you decide to do that?

go to an AA meeting and just sit in the back. you don't have to engage with any of them and you can leave any time you feel like it.

Start reading The Naked Mind by anne grace

I stopped caring

There's zoom aa meetings

Caring about what

I creeped on them