Message from @Ricky Beanbag

Discord ID: 758904413623943198


2020-09-25 04:12:59 UTC  

He wins

2020-09-25 04:13:03 UTC  

I did the aa thing for a year.. did the steps.. worked out a lot of the baggage of my life man.. day at a time man

2020-09-25 04:13:12 UTC  

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2020-09-25 04:13:12 UTC  

Ive been sober for 10 months after heavy use for 5 and a 1/2 years and my advice would be if you arent quitting for yourself dont quit at all because it wont last

2020-09-25 04:13:23 UTC  

Yup there's also SMART recovery as well, if the shoe fits wear it

2020-09-25 04:13:40 UTC  

I drank because of mental issues. I'm working on them now and I have no cravings to drink

2020-09-25 04:13:53 UTC  

I guess ima become a physical beast and see what happens

2020-09-25 04:13:57 UTC  

@DroneStrike this. my father couldn't quit for me when i was a toddler and my mom kicked his ass to the curb

2020-09-25 04:14:09 UTC  

had to do it for him

2020-09-25 04:14:16 UTC  

I feel tho...

2020-09-25 04:14:23 UTC  

Yes sir

2020-09-25 04:14:26 UTC  

I’m high everyday on different drugs and do not plan on quitting. But I’m in control

2020-09-25 04:14:30 UTC  

The same thing that made me drink this time...

2020-09-25 04:14:39 UTC  

What if it comes back out

2020-09-25 04:14:44 UTC  

And i snap

2020-09-25 04:14:47 UTC  

It’s about moderation and doing different types of drugs and not just 1 consistently

2020-09-25 04:14:47 UTC  

Again

2020-09-25 04:14:54 UTC  

Day at a time rick

2020-09-25 04:15:02 UTC  

Dont future fuck yourself

2020-09-25 04:15:05 UTC  

use working out and getting ripped as a coping mechanism instead of drinking

2020-09-25 04:15:11 UTC  

I seriously can't keep doing this over and over

2020-09-25 04:15:19 UTC  

better a torn muscle than 2 weeks of binge drinking.

2020-09-25 04:15:23 UTC  

I've been to rehab been to the hospital

2020-09-25 04:15:23 UTC  

You just take it one day at a time

2020-09-25 04:15:27 UTC  

Because who decides to do this over and over?

2020-09-25 04:15:33 UTC  

You decide to do this over and over

2020-09-25 04:15:34 UTC  

Don't think about tomorrow and not yesterday

2020-09-25 04:15:37 UTC  

No one else does it for you

2020-09-25 04:15:49 UTC  

You are not automated to do over and over

2020-09-25 04:16:04 UTC  

Who remembers sober me? Besides @CloseDanger and numbers

2020-09-25 04:16:28 UTC  

You seemed really cool when i joined the old server

2020-09-25 04:16:35 UTC  

i looked up to you as a modbro

2020-09-25 04:16:55 UTC  

Thank you but never look up to me

2020-09-25 04:16:57 UTC  

You have to face the truth that you just can't do it forever. Eventually you'll have to stop. Why not make it right at this moment?

2020-09-25 04:17:04 UTC  

I think you can get a copy of the AA bk without going to meetings

2020-09-25 04:17:09 UTC  

Save that monies for tendies

2020-09-25 04:17:28 UTC  

Check out SMART recovery if you're not as religious

2020-09-25 04:17:47 UTC  

Honestly how is alcohol legal

2020-09-25 04:17:54 UTC  

ill never understand why AA is so religious

2020-09-25 04:17:54 UTC  

It's insane

2020-09-25 04:17:58 UTC  

Prohibition