Message from @CloseDanger
Discord ID: 758913497189842954
Fuck man.
I i texted uer
Her
1158 pm
Half way thru the day I wanted to kill her and her raughter
I literally thought it was a good idea
Cuz of how mad
I am
But its not on her
Why are you mad Ricky?
And i know it
When you feel those emotions you need to translate them somewhere else. Start working out even if it's 2am
V women have broke my heart forever
Started with my mom
Both moms tbh
I'm adopted
So I guess women leaving my life hits me harder than it should
I have a mommy problem
Sounds like you got a lot on your plate man. But anger is the worst counsel, it will ruin everything and can lead to you jail or death. You need to control it.
I understand that feeling. Mine was emotionally distant and stunted my mental growth from a young age, then kicked me out when i was 13. First girlfriend hung herself too
Not rn im not cloae
Close*
Now I'm just gay as a coping mechanism
But its like I dunno how u do n it
But u can lose ur dad
Thats one thing
But for us dudes
I said you will get the message
losing our mom hurts much more
its like being a daddys girl but opposite
Mommas boy
If you don't feel pain at the loss of your mother you aren't human
I cussed ricky at a bad time for him
I mean shit I put on this big giant frame around me so I'm hard 100000% of the tike
Cuz im hiding the 10% that hurts
And fuck it
I'm sorry
to all yall
Bottling that up till it explodes every time won't work forever
No and its scary doing it that way