Message from @shlendie

Discord ID: 457755545781272616


2018-06-17 03:55:05 UTC  

That archtype?

2018-06-17 03:55:06 UTC  

Thats basically me

2018-06-17 03:55:08 UTC  

I think your parents should probably control your alcohol consumption

2018-06-17 03:55:13 UTC  

Nah

2018-06-17 03:55:16 UTC  

I control it

2018-06-17 03:55:19 UTC  

I have no idea what the relationship is in your household

2018-06-17 03:55:27 UTC  

I dont overdo it

2018-06-17 03:55:36 UTC  

But as a result... i'm always feeling shitty when I DONT drink

2018-06-17 03:55:47 UTC  

When before the time I did DMT

2018-06-17 03:55:49 UTC  

How many drinks a week would you say you have

2018-06-17 03:55:51 UTC  

I didnt need it

2018-06-17 03:55:58 UTC  

5 a week?

2018-06-17 03:56:06 UTC  

Alright that's not to bad at all then

2018-06-17 03:56:18 UTC  

Just because you enjoy alcohol that doesn't mean you're an alcoholic

2018-06-17 03:56:24 UTC  

Like literally

2018-06-17 03:56:27 UTC  

When I smoked DMT

2018-06-17 03:56:37 UTC  

everything turned into this... world of flesh and fire and creepy shit

2018-06-17 03:56:55 UTC  

I felt myself morph into this hyena like thing and run away my voice and everyone around me was... a demon

2018-06-17 03:57:00 UTC  

And I kept repeating i was in hell

2018-06-17 03:57:04 UTC  

then i hit my head on a fence outside

2018-06-17 03:57:06 UTC  

~~You're a living "don't do drugs, kids" ad~~

2018-06-17 03:57:10 UTC  

and was in a hospital.

2018-06-17 03:57:15 UTC  

I dont know if it was DMT

2018-06-17 03:57:18 UTC  

bathsalts

2018-06-17 03:57:19 UTC  

or whatever

2018-06-17 03:57:22 UTC  

It was FAKE weed

2018-06-17 03:57:27 UTC  

sprayed with SOME substance

2018-06-17 03:57:42 UTC  

after my GOOD FRIEND who'd smoke us out died

2018-06-17 03:57:45 UTC  

I lost my "source"

2018-06-17 03:57:59 UTC  

i'm surprised i didnt end up insututionalized

2018-06-17 03:58:02 UTC  

That time

2018-06-17 03:58:15 UTC  

i did in jan

2018-06-17 03:58:18 UTC  

Due to insomnia

2018-06-17 03:58:27 UTC  

I still have to take about 3 benedryl

2018-06-17 03:58:30 UTC  

or i dont fall asleep

2018-06-17 03:58:51 UTC  

It should be illegal to have this shitty of a life

2018-06-17 03:58:55 UTC  

and my parents dont realize worrying about me and keeping me on a leash

2018-06-17 03:59:03 UTC  

makes my self esteeem vanish

2018-06-17 03:59:07 UTC  

yeah

2018-06-17 03:59:13 UTC  

Well you can thank my parents

2018-06-17 03:59:24 UTC  

They kept putting me on ritalin and other shit as a kid