It also made me an alchoholic

rather than cure it

Damn that's a lot of negative things in your life no wonder you hate it

Yeah...

Well I live in jersey

I'm like you know the "vietnam war vet"

who laughs at dead bodies collects human ears

and shit

That archtype?

Thats basically me

I think your parents should probably control your alcohol consumption

Nah

I control it

I have no idea what the relationship is in your household

I dont overdo it

But as a result... i'm always feeling shitty when I DONT drink

When before the time I did DMT

How many drinks a week would you say you have

I didnt need it

5 a week?

Alright that's not to bad at all then

Just because you enjoy alcohol that doesn't mean you're an alcoholic

Like literally

When I smoked DMT

everything turned into this... world of flesh and fire and creepy shit

I felt myself morph into this hyena like thing and run away my voice and everyone around me was... a demon

And I kept repeating i was in hell

then i hit my head on a fence outside

~~You're a living "don't do drugs, kids" ad~~

and was in a hospital.

I dont know if it was DMT

bathsalts

or whatever

It was FAKE weed

sprayed with SOME substance

after my GOOD FRIEND who'd smoke us out died

I lost my "source"

i'm surprised i didnt end up insututionalized

That time

i did in jan

Due to insomnia