In fact my agression is one of my... downfalls

i get nasty and scare others...

The point of Buddhism is to actively seek quietness and stillness, within Theravada.

In Vajrayana Buddhism they do this but do it to prepare for further enlightenment by the writings of Buddha handed down to them.

You are Orthodox, right? @Rex Colt

lol I got an odd belief

I dont know

Hmm

i kinda go my own way

Well, you might be interested in a book called the Philokalia.

I also support "burial via feeding corpses to animals"

whcih bugs some people

It is full of stuff from the Eastern theologians and may help with spiritual life

Like sky burial and shit

That's cool.

i just think it's better

I mean if you're in the ground you end up becoming food for maggots and mold

When you're dead, you probably won't care all too much.

yeah

I'd rather something like birds or hyenas or wolves or something eat my corpse

at least it'd be going to the cute fuzzy animals

No you wouldn't, because you would not be conscious of the life you had lived.

Nah I got this odd idea

In fact, there may be no **YOU** at all

where I think your "awareness"

is trappd in a single cosmic string or quirk

and if you're burried in a coffin or cremated

it prevents you from... being reborn

it's weird

I mean maybe it has some metaphysical effect but I don't see it. What makes you think this?

The fact I felt myself become a single "string" when meditating

Hmm... and you think it is good practice to interpret the emanations of the mind?

I have no idea

people might get mad

feeding dead bodies to wild animals

That is their issue.

I just read a snake actually ate a woman

Eh, some people are into that.

on the news

lol

I know a guy