I think it's still worth trying

uhm

I did create it for myself tho lmao

I am obsessed with owning servers

back when I was a big gamer, I literally would lead gaming teams in competitive leagues and I couldn't play the game worth shit

I just like managed lol

I like managing things

owning things

controlling things

but uhm

you can own a server without inviting anyone

you need to control people dumbass

I mean some of it isn't easy to just put into words

I like running servers

and getting lots of people in them

it marks my success

think of anyone who ever conquered

if I have 1,000 people in my server

it is 1,000 people I am above

you aren't above them

you depend on them

they make you

you aren't you without them

well I am still me

my success isn't success without them sure

like any famous person, any great leader or shitty leader

but were below them?

yes

even if they were dependent on them for any relevance

not that a discord server means shit about relevance

I think you are look at this from a more ideological stance

it isn't some ideological I abide by

it is how I am built

some are like me some are not

I'd say that our ideology is somewhat special

a character trait really

we don't even call it an ideology strictly

it's a worldview

what

are we talking about my ideology now?

irrelevant