you need to control people dumbass

I mean some of it isn't easy to just put into words

I like running servers

and getting lots of people in them

it marks my success

think of anyone who ever conquered

if I have 1,000 people in my server

it is 1,000 people I am above

you aren't above them

you depend on them

they make you

you aren't you without them

well I am still me

my success isn't success without them sure

like any famous person, any great leader or shitty leader

but were below them?

yes

even if they were dependent on them for any relevance

not that a discord server means shit about relevance

I think you are look at this from a more ideological stance

it isn't some ideological I abide by

it is how I am built

some are like me some are not

I'd say that our ideology is somewhat special

a character trait really

we don't even call it an ideology strictly

it's a worldview

what

are we talking about my ideology now?

irrelevant

not about your ideology

I'm talking about communism

it has its own philosophy

makes all things look different

not even my worldview. In some ways sure. Worldviews are dependent on factors in your life though. Things that shape it. Idk if I was shaped to be like this, or if it is more a natural state of personal wealth. Many people have many forms of wealth they wish to obtain.

some more malleable than others

some debatable as even a form of wealth

perspective changes that

but it is something you seek

things like having a ton of Instagram followers means a lot to me. Numbers. The way my mind works, validation of people comes with the amount of people under them or that respect them

"follow" them