I don't want it to die

part of me doesn't want it to either

but I would rather let it die than look like a fool if I try and fail to revive it

also I can't get partnerships easily now lmao

>but I would rather let it die than look like a fool if I try and fail to revive it
smh

I don't get it

you didn't create this for yourself, right?

you did it so people could join and have fun

and now when there are 300 people

gotta do something about it

even if it ends in a failure

I think it's still worth trying

uhm

I did create it for myself tho lmao

I am obsessed with owning servers

back when I was a big gamer, I literally would lead gaming teams in competitive leagues and I couldn't play the game worth shit

I just like managed lol

I like managing things

owning things

controlling things

but uhm

you can own a server without inviting anyone

you need to control people dumbass

I mean some of it isn't easy to just put into words

I like running servers

and getting lots of people in them

it marks my success

think of anyone who ever conquered

if I have 1,000 people in my server

it is 1,000 people I am above

you aren't above them

you depend on them

they make you

you aren't you without them

well I am still me

my success isn't success without them sure

like any famous person, any great leader or shitty leader

but were below them?

yes

even if they were dependent on them for any relevance

not that a discord server means shit about relevance