Message from @spaceplacenta
Discord ID: 288366628142579713
I'm still in incubation
GROWTH IS A LENGTHY PROCESS
WITH MUCH NUANCE AND DEPTH
I'm better at socializing now
@spaceplacenta how do you reconcile party animal past with intj
I'm a convergent morphogenesis
Opposing forces
And self destructive
SO ARE ALL THINGS
IN LOVE WITH THEIR OWN DESTRUCTION
IN ORDER TO EMBRACE THEIR EXISTENCE
@spaceplacenta I BELIEVE THAT
ABOUT THE SOCIALIZING
IT SEEMS EVIDENT FROM YOUR HANDLING OF PEOPLE IN CHAT
The first time we chilled I was a talkative dood
But it wore me out
IT TAKES TIME TO FIND YOUR RELATIONSHIP TO AUDIENCE
I'm talking about rl
SOME ARE HARDER OR EASIER TO TALK TO
YES, OF COURSE, BUT SIMILAR THOUGHT PROCESS EMPLOYED
can you chill with tandy
I have in the past
without trolling him
Probably not
HERE I AM SUPPOSED TO SAY
There's always a part of me that wants to antagonize him
"BURY THE HATCHET"
BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE
PEOPLE GO DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS
THIS IS JUST HOW IT IS
I'm a type 8 INTJ
Grudges don't go away
NOW YOU RAISE A GOOD QUESTION
A REALLY GOOD ONE
I AM LEARNING TO RELEASE GRUDGES
BECAUSE ULTIMATELY
THERE IS SO MUCH TO GAIN
ELSEWHERE
BUT THAT IS FOR ME
AND I HAVE MORE HATRED IN MY DARK SOUL