a rarity? a nonentity?

No, such thing does not exist

by eastern mysticism I mean an influx of sentimental, passive ideas in their worldview, racially unconscious, anti-elitist

All of Christianty is such

But these ideas also propagate certain sense of anti-westernism which rejects both that which is obviously degenerate about west (liberalism, individualism, materialism)

and that which is superior (elitism)

suburban morality

Orthodoxy is in general, even with this eastern mysticism included, better than Catholicism, with it's rastafarian current form

But that only speaks about Catholicism

It doesn't say why should one find a method of spiritual realization within Orthodoxy, which are scarce, and only include devoting oneself to a life of a monk

what is spiritual realization

to you

realizing higher levels of consciousness, which stand as superior to that which is in the mental sphere purely transitory

skipping the inferior, compensatory modes of spiritual life and attempting to achieve something that is in accordance with a higher, permanent and rock solid truth

which is, needless to say, completely unrelated to any human existential anxieties

or forms conditioned solely upon human bodily perception

what kind of higher, permanent, rock solid truth are we talking about here

just to be clear

You ask more questions than you talk yourself

ask me something

People who want answers and don't have much to say themselves are rare

fortunately I'm well equipped in the latter

Why are you keen to listen to random strangers online who could as well be talking complete non-sense and wasting your precious time

you're not a stranger, I've been talking to you for days

and no, it isn't nonsense

that is something discernible

don't give yourself so little credit

Yes, but I'm just another individual spotted in the wild

not quite

Why would you want to hear my opinions

I think you're an intelligent and thoughtful person

I'm not suspicious btw, only curious

I understand

you underwent a couple of layers of selection to end up in here

you're not just a random, even if we had not talked to date

"what kind of higher, permanent, rock solid truth are we talking about here"

I can only say that it is something not yet realized

I listened to your music too, so just on that basis you wouldn't be worthless

fair enough

I have a couple of ideas about music that need a bit more testing

music and personality