because my career has sure fucked that out of me

well, that's the thing dude

You can't change the world if you can't change a discord server.

Start from there, and move your way up step by step.

I've been so stressed and had so much of my time taken from me in this last year that I've had very little time to carefully consider what I think is even worth doing in my own life, let alone how or why to influence the world in any way

I think you are roughly right but you're talking about how to cook the dish while I still need to wash the vegetables

like I literally need to regain my humanity first

Well, don't bite more than you can chew. Affecting change in the discord server would embolden and vitalize you.

Nester you are essentially a NEET, aren't you?

You can step it up from there.

I don't mean that in a bad way, NEETs are the aristocracy of this world

the rich are all technically "NEET"

What's a neet?

not in education, employment or training

Yeah.

you're a neet?

Yeah.

okay, and congrats. all I want to point out is that you have an opportunity to think deeply about things that I, working 60+ hours a week, do not currently have

I want to upgrade my life to be more like yours, in a sense

fallot thinks that will be horribly bad for me, but he doesn't really understand me or my needs very well

neets are prone to nihilism

I wouldn't like your qualities going unappreciated. It would be a tragic waste. I want you to inspire people, to enrich them, to lead them.

well, thank you. that's why I need freedom first and foremost

once I have my freedom I don't even really care if you people see my face

I have no doubts as to your ability to do so.

@BlacklistedEvola that depends why they are NEET and if they are that way on purpose

I wanted to behold a glimpse of it in the EPU server.

no, i don't think so

its hard to expect anyone to hold themselves together without some outside structure

in time you might nester

give it a minimum of 6 months

I wanted to be assured truth never dies.

@BlacklistedEvola that's true of low caste people

people fall apart on hot pockets and vidya

The server might not be around in 6 months.

This is your calling.

what low caste people do not tend to understand is that the structure that "holds them together" is itself held together by high caste people, who are not held together by anything but themselves

keep in mind that social justice degenerates are most often brahmin

they are hard dalit

they are called naxals

and keep in mind I obey the vedic caste structure, not the modern indian cast structure