like... this is what I want you to understand though... I do not mean it maliciously, but I am basically genetic royalty

and just casually describing my life makes most people rage out and call me narcissistic

What good is it that your genetic royalty if you don't have subjects?

you're*

I don't really want subjects, I want peers

but I don't even know what I want anymore

That server could have been your kingdom, its users your subjects.

I know I don't want to save most people

what are they going to do? chinese making dildos and shipping them to my customers is a more useful service

An Aryan is he who creates beauty from ugliness.

well, you've got a point there I suppose

if my business plays out I am going to just skip residency and retire next year

Fix what's broken in the world. It's not any sort of deficiencies that are inhibiting you.

So why aren't you?

and I'll spend the entire year just relaxing and figuring out who I am again

because my career has sure fucked that out of me

well, that's the thing dude

You can't change the world if you can't change a discord server.

Start from there, and move your way up step by step.

I've been so stressed and had so much of my time taken from me in this last year that I've had very little time to carefully consider what I think is even worth doing in my own life, let alone how or why to influence the world in any way

I think you are roughly right but you're talking about how to cook the dish while I still need to wash the vegetables

like I literally need to regain my humanity first

Well, don't bite more than you can chew. Affecting change in the discord server would embolden and vitalize you.

Nester you are essentially a NEET, aren't you?

You can step it up from there.

I don't mean that in a bad way, NEETs are the aristocracy of this world

the rich are all technically "NEET"

What's a neet?

not in education, employment or training

Yeah.

you're a neet?

Yeah.

okay, and congrats. all I want to point out is that you have an opportunity to think deeply about things that I, working 60+ hours a week, do not currently have

I want to upgrade my life to be more like yours, in a sense

fallot thinks that will be horribly bad for me, but he doesn't really understand me or my needs very well

neets are prone to nihilism

I wouldn't like your qualities going unappreciated. It would be a tragic waste. I want you to inspire people, to enrich them, to lead them.

well, thank you. that's why I need freedom first and foremost

once I have my freedom I don't even really care if you people see my face

I have no doubts as to your ability to do so.

@BlacklistedEvola that depends why they are NEET and if they are that way on purpose