another thing it's helpful to understand is that as a "doer," it's very important for me to make judgments about things so I can act

anyway, I just wanted t explain that, hope you don't mind

I really don't do this to bug you

I love you, and hope you become a good man who is happy with himself

oh, money, another thing you talk about a lot

of course. it's very important to me

not intrinsically, I do not give a shit about it and I almost never buy anything

but in this world you need to have a lot of it or you are fucked and enslaved

so the more money I have and the less slavery I have to endure to get it, the happier I tend to be

you'll never be truly happy or satisfied without resolving those issues

you are right though, I do not deny being a narcissist

@Deleted User 57835c2c people who are new here generally don't notice and take you at face value but others who have been around you long enough notice quite clearly

e.g. you turned off everyone in #heavy

and its not because of any disagreements

but just the way you come across and how you talk about things

I think you must be at least a bit aware of that

it's good to be aware of one's own failings

and it will make you stronger

you can't effectively learn without admitting ignorance

you can't effectively build any type of strength without admitting weakness or failing

abbath is so bad

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVnRb94mAq4

well fallot is right, I pretty much am an ultimate narcissist

I don't know why that's so triggering though as everyone I know is one

I'd prefer to be an honest narcissist than another social climbing flatterer any day

it must be for your benefit

not to please others

I also have been effectively on my own for almost my whole life re: making anything work out

in my particular town and the people in the schools I was in, there was this thick fog of inertness

nobody would lift a finger to do anything they weren't already doing, which was mostly smoke/drink/skate/dirtbike/vidya

so if you had a desire to do anything else with your time at all, it required acting not only without the herd's help but in defiance of them

you could say that superimposed on the background of the sort of place I grew up, being defiant and self absorbed was a survival strategy and great virtue

born losers vs. preening narcissists who would try anything as long as normies didn't like it or agree with it

doesn't excuse it, but just saying... there's a reason

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgJHY32ftUQ

http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/border-wall-tied-to-trump-transgender-ban-report/

the salt from this is great

what the fuck is a gab feed

alternative to twitter. less poz. even less activity.

gotcha

@fallot tell me your theory of why trump's no trannies allowed policy is good psychological tactics