it's a book

by william s burroughs

i think you'd like it

dude u guys wanna her something actually spooky

it actually terrifies me

dude im nervous even sharing this stuff

dude when i was checking out scientology i was extremely extremely stressed out and getting the typical level of wild paranoid thoughts i normally do

when i was super stressed out i e-mailed them and i was like "what if i am l ron hubbarts thetan?"

and then i felt like sharing them all these crazy ideas, crazy to me at least

dude

but dude i looked up online and i was born like a year after he died

so i was like "concieved" p close to when he died

i srsly wonder if they have suspicion i am him or i can talk to him,

pxpq not to derail the convo but there is no good time to say it: I talked it over with a senior attending psychiatrist at my current location, he says 400mg seroquel is unequivocally an antipsychotic dose and in fact it's kind of a high end antipsychotic dose, he actually was the guy who did some of the initial studies to determine the effective dosage and that's what he said. He agrees with my intuition that your psychiatrist probably thinks you have schizophrenia and that's why he prescribed 400mg seroquel at bedtime

dude

they were giving me lots of sample packs for it

I believe all of my medical education plus two attending physicians over your explanation dude

dude i was on an SSRI from them, ambien, and xanax.

I'm sorry, I just think you have schizophrenia

i was on an ssri from them, ambien, and xanax, and i told them ambien wasnt working well, so they gave me lots and lots of seroquel samples

and I think your psychiatrist also thinks you have it

dude

dude

im not doubting i may have schizophrenia

the anger i have towards you is over the presumption you made

I do not care

you are always angry at everyone for stupid stuff so I'm not taking it real personal

tbh

yea u dont care, u are making a judgement about someone in front of a group, and u dont care u were presumptuous

im going to hammer u so hard with presumptions mother is going to have to coddle u every day

guys is it more likely that this guy has schizophrenia or that he has sleep problems? honest answer. React with <:devil:286646788478337024> if you think he's schizo, and <:source:286646690726019072> if you think he just has sleep problems

im going to punish u with presumptions just like yours

oh no

<:devil:286646788478337024> 🔫

elarch i dont care you think i have schizophrenia, i care u fucking remain presuming the doctor was hiddenly treating schizophrenia by swapping my ambien to seroquel after the maximum permitted ambien dosage covered by insurance wasnt helping at all

tag the poast so it gives a total

that you are trying to boast this incorrect, wild guess, without asking me questions further, is why i think this situation is just another example of you trying to look smart

u dont look further into what direction you were thinking in any way that might prove u wrong

actually I did

no u didnt ask me anything

I looked into seroquel as a sleep drug