that's why

No

so my path is already foretold?

http://www.cc.com/video-clips/ywukry/mind-of-mencia-dee-dee-dee-song here

there's no evidence that this life is not our decision

I believe in quantum mechanics sadly.

You can but what will happened... you don’t decide

or that something else created us

It doesn't matter if my life is decided by me or not.

alright i guess this is the matrix, thanks for the heads up

I might as well make it the best I can.

Everything might happen. You can die tomorrow and we all will die

So what is life first of all?

i have the freedom to do so

who says I can't?

If there’s infinity after? If you look around you will see a lot of people living a life that they don’t want to

Did they chose it? Yes

im living a life i dont want to live but not by any conscious choice of mine

And yet they don’t like what happened after

in fact, it is because of the lack of choices i could make

This is my point. The most important thing is to always do the right things. We always know what is right and wrong but we don’t do it. If you do the right thing you will be way more happier than if you sin

nope, i'm pretty damn unhappy right now

You are pretty close minded.

i'm constantly anxious and depressed

some sinners have done more than most in the world

I am absolutely sure. It’s gonna be in the future or your kids might suffer but if you don’t do right thing it can’t just disappear

If you need help drifter, I can give you some good advice.

Yes me

Missk I'm going to tell you something heavy.

I did most bad things

i have people who i can talk to who can probably help more with my specific problem

but thanks

I've done a lot of bad things in my life, and disgusting ones that I won't mention. But I've also suffered greatly (or whatever it might subjective anyways)

But from what I've experienced.

Both sides feel like shit.

You might think of those so called "vile creatures that are rampant."

But I just see it as a lack of guidance or good.

@Drifter This might seem insensitive but it’s not meant to be .

If you are the absolute source of suffering, then to understand suffering you need to understand what happiness is and how suffering affects it. Would that mean that you can feel it. Then so.

How would you feel being the central of all suffering in this existence?

@kev dont talk about those things here please

We all make choices in life. And when we can finally admit to those situations that we have contributed to in our lives...it actually gives us freedom. It’s like feeling liberated.