Guys gender should be same as sex. If not there’s a serious problem in this person. That kind of person cannot be happy and enjoy himself. Miserable being

Being an opposite of what you actually are is a disaster. You don’t fully understand what it is. It has spiritual roots. The problem is always there. No matter what you do. Can’t be solved this way.

There’s no freedoms in this. You’re actually a slave.

But they don’t realize it.

Well, it’s very long explanation. And it doesn’t belong to a world perception as you see it

What I mean by spiritual I have to explain first. Because for different people spiritual means different things

A person has spirit, soul and body-3 parts. And he has will, conscious and feelings-again 3 parts.

At the beginning the conscious will and feelings were agreeing with each other. Like what your mind is telling you is right is the same as the heart tells you.

After the fall of nature this was ruined. Now mind is telling you that something is not right, but heart wants it and is pulling the will.

So you do what you want no matter what. Heart started to be the leader. That’s why people smoke, drink, ets. They know it’s bad but they love it

There’s a sentence “to bring the mind back in the heart”

We started to be as beasts.

Being gay is not the nature you’re born. Main purpose of sex is to reproduce as it gives pleasure. But we started to use it as beasts. But beats even have sex only when it’s time to reproduce... so we are way worse. Heart is the leader

However being gay could be transferred from parents. It has spiritual roots. It’s a spiritual state. Nothing to do with the body.

Yes it’s always your choice

But that doesn’t mean it’s the right choice. Remember heart is the leader?

People chose a lot of things to be in life

It’s always their choice but if the spirit, soul, body and mind are not synchronized you’re a slave

What is sex for?

Let’s start from the beginning. Why we have sex?

You just answered the question... sexually is meant to reproduce. This is the first reason why sex is given to us

It gives pleasure because if it’s not giving pleasure nobody will reproduce

It’s made especially to give pleasure so we continue the human being on this flat earth

Well I have one kid and I didn’t expect to have one. Yes I have

See, pleasure and then I have one

I was 18 and now I am 29.

I never will abort it if it happens again. You don’t know what you’re saying

No and yet I am striving. If something is given to you who are you to decide who is going to live and die? You think you have that right but you don’t

This semen and egg is something holy. It’s life and I see him sleeping here next to me

It might look like nothing but it’s everything

Why don’t you have that right. Because you can do it but I don’t believe you can kill someone anyway. I believe the soul is continuing its existence

Abortions exist because people use sex because they are beasts and they just empty and it gives them joy for some time

Then they get pregnant and it’s easier to abort and continue their selfish life

Having sex just because it gives you a pleasure makes you worse than beast. You have to know sec might lead to life

No but I had the conscious that it might happen

I did the right think

No the right thing is always a right thing. But comes more to not doing the wrong thing

No we have free will and always can chose

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Yes and then I am in NY making great money and happy

You don’t know why

Why you think you’re the maker or your life and that you decide what will happen in your life?

That’s totally insane

No

You can but what will happened... you don’t decide

Everything might happen. You can die tomorrow and we all will die

So what is life first of all?

If there’s infinity after? If you look around you will see a lot of people living a life that they don’t want to

Did they chose it? Yes

And yet they don’t like what happened after

This is my point. The most important thing is to always do the right things. We always know what is right and wrong but we don’t do it. If you do the right thing you will be way more happier than if you sin

I am absolutely sure. It’s gonna be in the future or your kids might suffer but if you don’t do right thing it can’t just disappear

Yes me

I did most bad things

The truth is without God we cannot be happy. It’s gonna be always something missing. Happiness is only possible if you’re connected with god. No other way. I don’t know how you find it but I am absolutely sure. Suffering is lack of grace. A person cannot be happy because he’s getting the things he wants. It’s always something missing.

This is what is missing grace

That’s why we want to drink smoke have more and more sex and more. And then there’s emptiness again and then you have to do something again to feel good

How happy? Emotions happy is different that feeling full happy

Why are you suffer? Is it something inside or it’s caused from outside?

Puzzloo you’re talking about few different passions that are connected with each other.

The only difference between your mind and my mind is that I don’t see life as something here on earth but I see life as something never ending and infinite. You’re focused on small things that doesn’t really have any valuable meaning.

How important are those things for your valuable soul is the most important for me. Are they for good or bad

This life is gonna end and then... all these things that you put effort and were important are gonna be vanished. It’s gonna be only you and your soul. Is it going to be bright and light or heavy. You know heavy things cannot go up. This law apples in the spiritual world as well

No wonder why heavy things go down and light naturally can go up

There’s no death

If you don’t plant the seed you can’t get the flower. But there’s a second death. Only god is life and we can have life only through him. But let’s say if we couldn’t make ourselves compatible... this is suffering. This is hell

Hell is to want to watch the sun-you can’t because it hurts your eyes

You don’t have this ability.

My point was that the grace of god is felt differently. For the people that made themselves capable of accepting is joy and for people that have nothing in common with light it’s burning and suffering. I

But I am not talking about here on earth and now

Let’s get some sleep. Good night to all