i think comparing struggle is important, it helps put things into perspective and one of the main reasons i dont stress about much

In a nutshell

Cuz I got too many problems

By the way I was having dinner

Yeah
I need to do that

Well its okay if yall dont understand what im saying

I cant articulate properly

Hell

Not even my therapist understand me that much

Only my dogs do

Hey man
Just talking about it is a major step

@Sir Harndes I do notice. I spend more time in here than anyone else
There are some people who I haven't heard from here that I miss too

And I love when he brings his toys so I can play with him

Me too

I dip in and out too. Ok well you should find something you enjoy and get dedicted about it. For me Im a volunteer Firefighter and a cub scout leader. I may not make history or be remembered but my place is helping my community and helping the next generation of children grow to become valued leaders of society. My advise is to find something that motivates you and gives you porpose

I like that

Do something that you can say to your self at the end of the day "my life has purpose" do something that makes you dissapointed to not be able to do it (like this stupid fucking mouth breathing whore making ass eating mother fucking virus) and throw yourself into it

Working on it

And with some success

But usually my anxiety comes high on coke

all guns blazing n sheit

Well keep workinging on it, if you anxiety is limked to something then you can fight it and beat it

some girl probably saw my vent messages on a server about how i wanted to watch old animes with someone because i was bored and lonely, so she messaged me out of nowhere and watched several films, then begged for a free commission

ngl i am kinda giving up on every single person on earth doe

I already did

Only people I haven't given up on are the few I can count on one hand

@bah Free Commission? What do you do? Shit dude, I don't care what you do, I'll pay you

I kinda want to know if possible

Shit man, I'm lonely as shit .... I actually paid a hooker 6k just to cuddle for four hours and tell me she loves me ........

Yeah..... I went there......

We had two totally different thoughts
I thought my man over there made some merchandise or something

That was hack when I actually had money...... And the only time I ever had a decent job.....

Back*

Shoot for 6k you bet I'd cuddle you lol

I cuddle my homies for free
But I do accept snacks n dinner

I mean normally yeah
But 6k
That's a good rifle and loads of bullets

And enough to make him a nice dinner afterwards

i draw stuff

its not that i mind doing free stuff for people

i just dont like it when people think i'll do free things for them right away

like, at least try to talk to me for a week or two

I know she was "just a hooker" but I miss her and I miss having a fake girlfriend....