Me too

I dip in and out too. Ok well you should find something you enjoy and get dedicted about it. For me Im a volunteer Firefighter and a cub scout leader. I may not make history or be remembered but my place is helping my community and helping the next generation of children grow to become valued leaders of society. My advise is to find something that motivates you and gives you porpose

I like that

Do something that you can say to your self at the end of the day "my life has purpose" do something that makes you dissapointed to not be able to do it (like this stupid fucking mouth breathing whore making ass eating mother fucking virus) and throw yourself into it

Working on it

And with some success

But usually my anxiety comes high on coke

all guns blazing n sheit

Well keep workinging on it, if you anxiety is limked to something then you can fight it and beat it

some girl probably saw my vent messages on a server about how i wanted to watch old animes with someone because i was bored and lonely, so she messaged me out of nowhere and watched several films, then begged for a free commission

ngl i am kinda giving up on every single person on earth doe

I already did

Only people I haven't given up on are the few I can count on one hand

@bah Free Commission? What do you do? Shit dude, I don't care what you do, I'll pay you

I kinda want to know if possible

Shit man, I'm lonely as shit .... I actually paid a hooker 6k just to cuddle for four hours and tell me she loves me ........

Yeah..... I went there......

We had two totally different thoughts
I thought my man over there made some merchandise or something

That was hack when I actually had money...... And the only time I ever had a decent job.....

Back*

Shoot for 6k you bet I'd cuddle you lol

I cuddle my homies for free
But I do accept snacks n dinner

I mean normally yeah
But 6k
That's a good rifle and loads of bullets

And enough to make him a nice dinner afterwards

i draw stuff

its not that i mind doing free stuff for people

i just dont like it when people think i'll do free things for them right away

like, at least try to talk to me for a week or two

I know she was "just a hooker" but I miss her and I miss having a fake girlfriend....

I've never had a real relationship with a woman

Nice

I don't know jack shit about that

What kind of drawings

I tried dating and I tried having girlfriends, but out of the 4 of the girls I've dated, literally all of them cheated on me....

ONLY two of them told me I was ugly, so I know it isn't that, Because they supposedly didn't mind my appearance

Rough times buddy

Apparently their problems with me was the fact that I get too distant.... I really do have a hard time expressing my feelings..... It's hard as shit....

https://www.behance.net/bahbahbahbah

i draw military stuff or mechs

usually

I'm not gonna say that Inhave no feelings or that I'm a statue, Because that's bullshit.... I just have a hard time expressing myself...... I am extremely shy irl.... And chatting on here is the ONLY place where I can be myself... And.... Yeah..... I'm pretty outgoing online and super cheerful..... I just find it exceedingly difficult to express this irl.....

So far, before the Quarantine bullshit, I actually asked a woman out, i was rejected both times because apparently "I'm a creep" I don't oggle or stare at chicks, but I do stare into plank space and I have a hard time keeping eye contact and looking at people directly....