When I was doing the IE thing I never argued for "good opitcs" i just said "Well I'm in your house so I'll play by your rules" But even that got gy after a while

lads ive fucked up

I **really** like this girl and I become stupid when I really like girls

Just a bunch of cucks putting up fliers at 2am when nobody can see them and then going "dude we **totally** did good today epic win"

like no fuck you

I wish I remembered what it felt like to be excited over a girl.

I get stupid about women too unless I talk to more than one at a time

I'm listening to the playlist I used while fucking my last 2 exes

I am currently only talking to one so I'm getting retarded again

and I'm really excited to just hang out with this girl

obviously fuck

Is this still ropecuck or what

but I like her a lot. She's siegepilled and is into runic shit like I am

yeah it is

Nice

Wanna swap for unfeeling depersonalization?

also rope cant flip this around to him cucking me because I told him that I hope I can taste his dick on her lips

Hot

Brother

kissing women is gay

it doesn't make babies so it's sodomy

I want to kiss her on the lips and cuddle her

I want to go for walks on the beach with her and do urbex in shitty mud cities

@Kombat-Unit I'll give you my woman excitement for all the meth you will ever smoke in your life

I want to slash up her arms and thighs with my pocketknife while sodomising her to NSBM

@Kombat-Unit I was feeling so disconnected from emotions the last 6 months really

Done. Only thing that women make me feel anymore is peepee hard and then maybe anger.

it fucking sucked

it was like my brain was decaying in isolation

I've known that feel for several years what do

I'd be laying there next to my girlfriend carrying my child and I just didn't feel anything towards her other than standard duty to protect her

Honestly this sounds really gay

but the only way to actually feel happy about a woman is to be friends with her

Like you can't just want to fuck

I fuckin hate how paternally protective/instinctive I am

Wish I could just let go and have fun for a while but its so instantaneous

That's a good thing imo

I know it is, I'm just young, dumb and selfish

getting excited and cherrishing the long term is way better than seeking instant gratification

you just instinctively recognize that

my heart still feels fucked from cialis