can't hurt to try though lol

quite

it's either that or I try to find a job working at a network traffic monitoring center

talk about boring though

eh yeah

there is always going to be boredom though to some degree

oh I know

I just don't want it to be soul sucking

if you get more experienced like my dad you can dictate terms a lot more but until then

I did some work for a real estate appraisal software company recently and I wanted to die

absolutely no purpose to the work I was doing and it was never complete

no tasks had end goals

they were just open ends to more work

didn't help that they moved me throughout 3 departments in 2 months

so I never had a chance to see any of those projects advance

i mean bear in mind

the military is choking horribly on new technology

the corporate world isnt actually good

its just less worse off

that's where I was

and I hated it

lol

I want the work I'm doing to actually have a purpose

I made that decision when I worked as a car salesman

you wanna talk about soul sucking

go do that

ive seen those guys from the outside

it didnt seem like my thing

it's a horrible career

some people are good at it

but the bullshit dude

omg

your coworkers ACTIVELY try to steal your clients

and the money that you do make usually ends up getting split up between your bosses and the financial manager

so you barely get anything out of the sale

and you also work on a reserve

which means that you have to earn a certain amount before they actually start paying you

well thats nice

I lost money working there

worked 10 hours a day 6 days a week and made 4 bucks an hour

they could get away with that because "commissions"