Message from @Vermeer
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I think I'm becoming aware of myself more and more, and realizing that I have a lot of learned female behaviors that end up screwing me over
idk if I have low t, maybe I do, currently taking zinc for it
but I think I need to also unlearn a those female behaviors
and you know like, masculinity and machismo are different. like I don't want to be a fuckboy, I want to be a man
fuckboy coomer or whatever you call it
Female behaviors such as?
Nibba got forcefemmed by society
idk you name it, passivivity, passive aggressivenes
I'm not aggressive or competitive enough
Read stoics
Not just Aurelius
Seneca good af
ok
yea I'll read that
Idk if you can teach aggressiveness/confidence or whatever you basically just have to practice it
I have him on kindle
Fake it till you make it i guess
yeah I think that too
That's what i kind of accidentally ended up doing, I was really timid as a kid/teenager
yeah dang me too
It can be but there's no reason to dwell on it
Or really even think about it imo
You get yourself into this weird mindset that somehow you're a fraud because you used to be like that
And if you aren't anymore it's like this complex where someone's gonna find out or something
So there's no point really holding onto those memories or at least having an emotional reaction to thinking about them
But at the same time if you're trying to change yourself because of a girl or your racist internet friends or whatever it's kind of a bad start anyway so
Seneca is literally writing about the shit we’re dealing with rn. Aurelius also lives during a plague
Lmaooooo
I hear u @dizbrah
@Vermeer no
no what! @congo mercenary
@Vermeer Listen here pal !!!!!!!
@congo mercenary I'M LISTENING?? NOTHING INTELLIGENT COMING OUT!!!!
You'll rediscover your masculinity when hard times come.
u fags gonna go live soon