Message from @GT1646

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2019-06-12 19:08:34 UTC  

@GT1646 Joining in a club for your favorite hobbies, new discords that are based near you etc is also a good way to meet new people

2019-06-12 19:08:43 UTC  

do you actually go to church though?

2019-06-12 19:08:48 UTC  

No

2019-06-12 19:08:55 UTC  

i met my gf in an anime server lmao

2019-06-12 19:09:03 UTC  

i wasn't even trying to look for a gf

2019-06-12 19:09:15 UTC  

we just kinda got together

2019-06-12 19:09:44 UTC  

she said my sense of humour is great

2019-06-12 19:09:50 UTC  

Also to get a woman, you have to be not be down psychologically

2019-06-12 19:09:50 UTC  

our past is relatable

2019-06-12 19:10:01 UTC  

and "my racism against the niggers is strong"

2019-06-12 19:10:23 UTC  

@Deleted User It seems we have some common there, "my racism against the niggers is strong" šŸ˜›

2019-06-12 19:10:32 UTC  

she legit said that as one of the reasons she loves me

2019-06-12 19:10:48 UTC  

It's hard not to be black pilled when most things in life aren't going your way

2019-06-12 19:11:03 UTC  

Well, my life has its ups and downs

2019-06-12 19:11:11 UTC  

I wasted 5 years in deep depression

2019-06-12 19:11:18 UTC  

and I'm still working out to iron things out

2019-06-12 19:11:21 UTC  

i was suicidal a few months back

2019-06-12 19:11:25 UTC  

you can recover

2019-06-12 19:11:38 UTC  

And by wasted 5 years I mean I was gaming 24/24

2019-06-12 19:12:14 UTC  

If my nerdy autistic ass can find a woman, anyone else in here can too.

2019-06-12 19:12:14 UTC  

Im depressed, been that way for around 4 years now, think I've mentioned it in here before

2019-06-12 19:12:28 UTC  

yeah

2019-06-12 19:12:35 UTC  

i vaguely remember

2019-06-12 19:12:39 UTC  

Come on Andrules don't be so hard with yourself

2019-06-12 19:12:43 UTC  

We love you here

2019-06-12 19:12:54 UTC  

Oh Iā€™m just being realistic šŸ¤£

2019-06-12 19:13:03 UTC  

Thanks though šŸ˜

2019-06-12 19:13:17 UTC  

Fighting depression is not easy I will admit that

2019-06-12 19:13:39 UTC  

But you can't combat it if you stay mentally doomer also it's only going to drag you down and down to the abyss

2019-06-12 19:14:04 UTC  

oh wait this is a repost

2019-06-12 19:14:06 UTC  

Get off, and go for walks even alone, begin to work out

2019-06-12 19:14:17 UTC  

That's just it, I'm trying to find something positive to focus on, its just, the only thing I can think of is that my basic needs are met

2019-06-12 19:14:29 UTC  

making new friends with common interests, attending church for a change

2019-06-12 19:14:42 UTC  

begin to cultivate your spirit by reading

2019-06-12 19:14:53 UTC  

and your body with excersises

2019-06-12 19:14:56 UTC  

wait no its not a repost

2019-06-12 19:15:01 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/444628704296173569/588446167952654336/FB_IMG_1560356583360.jpg

2019-06-12 19:15:01 UTC  

here you go

2019-06-12 19:15:16 UTC  

I've been meaning to read more, but I've had a hard time finding/making time

2019-06-12 19:15:46 UTC  

Depression sucks. I deal with it myself. Iā€™m 32 and barely able to afford the bills I have. I made the mistake of not finishing my bachelors degree. So I have all this school debt, but without the income to pay it off in a reasonable amount of time.

2019-06-12 19:16:12 UTC  

I have massive school debt and I'm entering my 5th year of undergrad this fall