Message from @Awrini

Discord ID: 479425427899940884


2018-08-15 23:00:28 UTC  

If I have to permanently do something else, it will end in suicide.

2018-08-15 23:00:34 UTC  

That's not me pretending to be better than people.

2018-08-15 23:00:40 UTC  

The days of comissioned masterpieces, what brought about the great art of history, that's gone.

2018-08-15 23:00:45 UTC  

That's me being broken without what I've loved since I was a kid.

2018-08-15 23:00:58 UTC  

@RyeNorth its moved into furry porn

2018-08-15 23:01:14 UTC  

Not being able to do something for a living =! Being without it

2018-08-15 23:01:31 UTC  

Okay, well.

2018-08-15 23:01:34 UTC  

Who gives a shit.

2018-08-15 23:01:57 UTC  

I'll do it until I die of hunger. Happy?

2018-08-15 23:03:36 UTC  

Continuing to wait for society to change to one where Artists are able to thrive is reckless, though. That day's gone. You need a new strategy.

2018-08-15 23:03:39 UTC  

I don't think most people realize how draining something like retail is for an artist.

2018-08-15 23:04:08 UTC  

Coming home, having your own personality beaten out of you for the entire day. Limp arms and legs.

2018-08-15 23:04:14 UTC  

But 8 hours until you sleep.

2018-08-15 23:04:21 UTC  

No intention to spend that on art all of a sudden.

2018-08-15 23:04:27 UTC  

It happens.

2018-08-15 23:04:50 UTC  

And outsiders consider this trial to be completely imaginary.

2018-08-15 23:04:56 UTC  

And all you can do is insist it isn't.

2018-08-15 23:05:11 UTC  

That steep cost, for something that doesn't even pay a living wage.

2018-08-15 23:05:14 UTC  

Are you fucking kidding.

2018-08-15 23:05:27 UTC  

Scrib, you checked out the furry space for your art? Don't need to do the porn but you can get some shekels from fursona's if your anthro work is any good.

2018-08-15 23:05:29 UTC  

I'm sorry, that isn't an artist problem, that's a YOU problem.

2018-08-15 23:05:58 UTC  

Wow, speak of the devil and he appears.

2018-08-15 23:06:04 UTC  

```And outsiders consider this trial to be completely imaginary.
And all you can do is insist it isn't.```

2018-08-15 23:06:10 UTC  

Well I have to insist.

2018-08-15 23:06:19 UTC  

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2018-08-15 23:06:25 UTC  

He's not *entirely* wrong, though.

2018-08-15 23:06:41 UTC  

You keep cornering it off to retail work.

2018-08-15 23:06:42 UTC  

Okay let's say it's purely a me problem.

2018-08-15 23:06:54 UTC  

There are other options at play.

2018-08-15 23:07:02 UTC  

Like yours, which you won't disclose?

2018-08-15 23:07:06 UTC  

You may think that's rare.

2018-08-15 23:07:17 UTC  

I worked door to door and still worked on my art. I had a much shittier job and still kept up with my art.

2018-08-15 23:07:18 UTC  

But no one gets into the particulars about a better option

2018-08-15 23:07:24 UTC  

Everyone keeps their shit super secret for some reason.

2018-08-15 23:07:49 UTC  

Because they don't want to dox themselves

2018-08-15 23:07:57 UTC  

That's so stupid.

2018-08-15 23:08:03 UTC  

Wut

2018-08-15 23:08:10 UTC  

Doxing is disclosing location and identity.

2018-08-15 23:08:22 UTC  

Do you know how easy it is to find people?

2018-08-15 23:08:22 UTC  

How is it impossible to get into the specifics of how a job works.

2018-08-15 23:08:30 UTC  

Just avoid proper nouns.