@noobpocket hey man, its great to hear about a brother doing well. If you can, enroll in a Brazilian Jiu Jitsu academy; or any martial art. It fosters camaraderie, self-confidence, and life long friendships. You meet people that are practicing a beautiful but challenging art and you're learning together. You advancing together. You'll have stories to tell! Trust me. I haven't met anyone that didn't like it yet. Continue making progress brother. We all have your back.

I can only say what helps me most is praying. Silent prayer as Jesse Lee Peterson suggests. Praise of God in gospel music. There is something for everyone. I wake up getting dressed to gospel music some days. What it does is give you something to think about, concentrate on even when you're not thinking about it. Works the same way as when a hot pop song is out. Being able to recall and sing hymns, and gospel music will comfort you and keep you because you're praising the Father in song. In the Bible, David a man after God's own heart sang a lot about God. - Go to Job in the Bible. He was stripped of everything in his life, but he kept his mind and thoughts on God. God blessed him when it was all said and done. Although we can read about all that Job went THROUGH, he is now regarded as a hero of the faith simply because he kept the faith. Let's strive to keep the faith brothers and the devil will flee from us. In Jesus Name!