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It happens every time for me

Like i said the tabs dont have that taste themselves

Ive only tripped six times tho i never graduated

It just stopped being fun for me

Its a hippie thing apparently, im not entirely sure what it means other than doing it a certain amount of times

Three triple dipped tabs and i was with three close friends

Ever dropped it in ur eyes?

I was not in a great spot mentally my last trip, which is why i didnt have a good time but my guy also got picked up for 200 tabs so it was just an extra reason to quit

Protip: dont do acid if your life is falling apart right before your eyes

Learned that the mf hard way

I wanna try dmt at some point in my life

Ive heard OF salvia but dunno what it does

Specifically good old mayberry

People dunno wtf mt airy is

The only way people know what town im talking about is if i call it that lol

Thats cause youre a local lol

I moved here about a year ago

I miss the city tbh but im not in a position to move back

Ayy i wanna move to winston too cause tbh i hate tf outta mt airy

Everyone is either miserable/toxic or dramatic/toxic

Yeah honestly it does, it definitely gave me the push i needed to start doing something with my life

Helped me decide to follow MY dreams in life rather than just float around following suggestions

Naw i dont wanna be a cluckhead

Ye very true, started venting to my discord friends in a small server and it made me feel a lot better

Sounds silly but i didnt realize how bad it really is for you to bottle up your shit until now

I wrote like a twenty page letter to my mom a bunch of shit i internalized my whole life and goddamn man that was freedom

Shoutout to all my fellow mommas bois

She thought it was a suicide note at first and my whole mf family called me

They make the negative feel numb

I used to be on 13 pills twice a day for a couple years and it made me feel like a fucking zombie

But now that im older ive learned that being face to face with those negative emotions and situations is the best way to learn and overcome hardships

Im not crazy or anything just a lot of trauma and branching issues from trauma

About four of the pills were for physical shit

Doctors love to slap that on people cause it shares a lot of symptoms with other things but its really rare in men

I mean im no expert and im certainly not telling you what you are and arent but

Dont let a diagnosis be the end all be all

Thats good to hear that youre getting that help tho

They help you get to a point of self help

That comes from within fren

I was on hella adhd meds and i was never adhd

Even if you do have adhd you eventually outgrow it

I point a fan at myself and cover up

I like being smothered by blankets

Maybe thats my autism showing

I genuinely considered getting a weighted blanket at some point

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Tbh i havent showered in a day or two

Im not great at keeping track of time so idk when it was

Today was my first time seeing sunlight in two weeks

Its prebby easy with vitamins

I dont like to go out other than to go to work or get foor or somethin

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