Beep boop

I'm a scary dragon uwu

Mechanics of reincarnation oh fuck ya

What's a good source to read up on that

Dragons ARE neat

I've read

Bagavad Gita, Bardo thodol, and that Terrence McKenna book

About how to take acid

Lol

Them Hindus got that shit in lock tho

Yeah I'd love to see other cultures ideas about that

Sweet

Thankee sai

Or they're just crazy dipshits

I've seen some dumbass people come up with some dumbass shit

So the fact of them being rly dumb shouldn't give any credence to their myths

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Snank wedz is bad

Okay

Yall be hating

But some of these probably taste bomb

I'm gna try a mustard donut

Do you prefer to focus on being or non being?

Also do u think ssris are inherently bad for spiritual growth?

Yeah I'm aware of the effects. I used to be really into Paramahansa Yogananda

Just wondering if there's a known problem for people trying to get in touch with spiritual or esoteric layers while they might be on ssris or other medications for whatever reason

So how can u tell a psychotic episode from a religious experience?

I'm not

They gave me some when I asked for a fast acting benzodiazepan for random anxiety attacks

But I'm not a fan of stuff u need to take long term

I face my darkest fears in lucid dreams

When I'm in class I just wanna focus on the math

Literally in every nightmare I have I force myself to face whatever monster or thing is causing the nightmare

I've killed Freddy Krueger at least 6 times

Honest to God had Freddy dreams for a period but at this point nightmares are more fun than frightening

I see the benzos as a bandaid for something that's eventually gonna need real healing

But they won't give em to me anyway so

Idk

Well I'd take acid instead but that makes it even harder to focus at school

Literally I've had two xanny bars last me almost 3 months because of how infrequently I use them and how careful I am about not taking more than necessary

I'm extremely careful with any chemical I take

I don't like any of it

But insomnia is not a struggle I have the will to fight on my own anymore

Which is typically the biggest exacerbator of my anxiety

Weed makes it worse tbh

I wish I could smoke like I used to

I'm am engineering student

So no

But I've had chronic insomnia issues forever

I take meletonin and antihistamines which usually help

But once a cycle of chronic insomnia is started its super hard to break out of

Longest streak was like 6 days and melatonin and benedryl did nothing

Wooooof

OK I'm over sharing

Chronic insomnia is a weird issue

It's usually both but getting to sleep is technically the hard part

It's extremely uncomfortable when you've been awake so long you're hallucinating shadow ppl and voices of fairies and shit follow you everywhere but no matter how comfi and quiet and soft ur bed is

U can't

Yeah my room is cold at night

Ambien fucks u up

Earth destroys water??

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