I had to explain to my bf's dad what a weeaboo was.

Also, hello

I don't watch anime. Never got into it.

I actually write lyrics, so music is my way of speaking sometimes.

Nice. I'm more into piano.

And I can't play that.

I'm a big fan of pop/rock songs with an orchestra. IDK what it is. I wish I could've done orchestra in hs

How'd you like it? I think my brother liked it.

I love classic rock.

I was raised on Classic rock and Contemporary Christian.

my mom is...whatever the opposite of 'metalhead' is. My dad's big into classic rock

LOL

I went through a goth phase in hs, though I didn't really look it.

I had a lot of dark colored clothing though

Well, emo may be a better term for me.

I had a really dark year in hs. Ended up in a mental hospital and everything

I'm sorry.

I still take antidepressants.

I had several suicide attempts, but I think I was too in love with my then-boyfriend (who ended up being a tad psycho himself) to do anything.

I had bullying too, but nothing that bad.

I honestly think the worst of it may have been my parents. NOt because they physically abused me, but because of what they would say about me. The night of my first attempt I wrote a song about how I could hear them talking about how horrible I was.

Sorry you had to go through that.

Thankfully I don't live with them anymore. They tried, I'll give them that. But I'm too much to handle.

And my mom always called me the 'common denominator' whenever there would be bullying.

I've never said that sentence before. Feels weird.

I think it was just me. My brother and sister turned out a lot better.

I'm the oldest though.

My parents are pretty religious. I'm an atheist now. Was religious for the first 2 decades of my life.

😦

I went suicidal over a boy.

Like, Im not saying 'oh my gosh, he didn't date me? I'm going to kill myself!' kind of suicidal.

Basically I started 'dating' this guy right after 9th grade and his parents didn't want him to date so they banned us from speaking and I just...crashed.

I was born with these issues, but I will go to my grave saying that it was because of him that it came out like this.

Yeah, plus ADHD pills, an antipsychotic, and something for my anxiety.

I'm sorry, Rex. That sucks.

I'm kind of afraidto ask what that is.

LOL alright, sure.

I have to go for now. Babysitting. MAy be back in 30-45 minutes.

Nice meeting y'all though

Wow, that's insane, the Jonestown thing. I've heard of it. I've seen pics of the bodies.

Same, @Emma

Most of mine were for a few minutes.

They seem fine now.

Never considered Discord as a female

What's that, Night Rider?

I'm demisexual.

...yeah, okay.

Hopefully you can see my name okay. @Repzion

You're pretty, Cheeki. Not trying to be creepy.

How did it taste, Ninja?

Thanks Cheeki!

At least your mouth was clean after.

Me making dinner last night! Guess what's on my apron?

@Deleted User how'd you know???

Kappa

THE START OF FOREVER
You make me so happy I want to cry
I never want to see you walk away
I’m so sad when you’re not here by my side
I don’t want to go without you for even one day

I don’t know if we’ll last, but I sure hope we do
I don’t know if it’s love, but time will tell
All I know for sure is you’re a dream come true
And I hope this ends well

I hope this doesn’t freak you out
Or make you think I’m insane
But an open book is what I’m about
And I feel absolutely no shame

This could be the start of forever
It could be the start of a long goodbye
I’ll be here for you whenever
And I hope you’re always my guy

DECEMBER

I remember, back that cold night in December
When I had a flashback to previous Septembers
Everything I thought I knew
Was thrown out into the blue

I do recall that night of sheer blackness and hurt
When all I could do was pray for relief from the burn
I wish there was a way to know
How to stop dwelling on it and ultimately let go

If only there was some way to let go and go on
If only I could recall that special song
I know it’s stupid, I know it’s vain
But I think you’re missing out on someone truly great

Let’s take a walk down memory lane
Let’s remember the days before the break
Remember when we were so in love it hurt
Remember the days before we could barely be curt

Let’s flash back to when our lives were complete
Let’s recall the days before our defeat
Everything that’s said and done
Become part of our past, when we thought we’d won

^^Unfinished, sadly

How does that work, @Repzion?

haha

I don't mind that.

I can join the voice chat

GL with that.

Spying I mean

Nobody tell my bf....

I can't drink.

"Let's wear a fedora so I look like even more of an asshole"

But almonds ain't even got titties

I got 6th in solo once @Repzion

Can also build walls okay

And I got third in squads a few times

Lol

Same, but I'm always up for fortnite

Almost always

It's gold

Minecraft rips off of Fortnite

And I do suck dick, thanks.

I was joking.

That was in poor taste. Mea culpa

I know people who do.

I don't cuz I can't get it to work with my computer.

I tried reeeing at it but it didn't work

Truuuu

But it's better than Win8

Crap. I just left.

I'll add ya later