So do I

Get help please

I don't want you to end up like me

If I seek help and tell what I think, I'll end up in jail most likely

Im a radical person

So dm me this shit

No

Im not

I like to stay on my own company most of the times

Get it

But if you feel like talking about your less legal shit just dm

Going to bed

Hope I dont wake up

Cya

Night my man get some sleeo

@Sir Harndes we ain't having this big sad here king, we gonna get you into a Chad state of mind, so what's causing this depression my man

Im a extremely worried person, I can't take things easily

Grew up without a father, so my mother "teached" me to think this way

Most of the problems I have looks like a nightmare to me

Why do i feel the need to grab a gun and start shooting people of "authority"?

Big igloo?

Like i joke about it a lot, but today, im just pissed and feel it in my soul

I need a fucking weapon

Idk, but I'm feelin sick rn. Start the igloo on monday

I don't think its gonna happen. But i can't promise everyone in this town is going to survive today

Also don't start droppin authority figures just yet

Idk man

Im about fucking pissed off.

Same here, but you go popping off now it won't do too much good. You'll end up taking a dirt nap, memed, and another excuse for the media to spin the public further against us. The boomers n fudds already will turn their rifles over in a buyback situation. We need all the goons we can get

You make a good point

Im about to go ballistic. Idek whats wrong. I just woke up pissed off and constantly see shit about polititians.

Just dial it back my dude, don't want to see you in a headline

Go for a run, punch a heavy bag, crank one out, whatever you need to do to vent a bit of that frustration

I'll do my best. Might end up going to work and just beat the shit out of the freezer

If that would help, if I am pissed of im studying or im going offline no texts memes news and just enjoy game like abzu or endless space

Im trying to think of something to do

Go and do some craftwork?

Like make axe or sculpture from wood

Do as the weebs do and train with the blade, hardware stores sell machetes in some areas, I’m pretty sure most harbor freights do, and chopping stuff can feel very therapeutic, just make sure you sharpen them beforehand because they’re sold pretty dull

I have sharpbois

Yee like sometimes when im mad i just pick my ol reliable foam sword and start beating punchbag and doing stances from medival books that helps

Nowhere to use them

Im just here to bitch. I fuckin hate when my sister smokes all my weed. And have the nerve to think im ridiculous in bein mad

I dont know how to save money.
And its fucking killing me, not literally. But yeah.
I'm trying to save up for car parts, and gun, but it's hard to. I find stuff I wanted to buy ages ago, or someone needs cash, or someone needs Bill's paid, or someone needs meds. And it's all coming from my family. Then I use what little I have left on snacks and food at school or out and about. I'm in trade school btw. And I've got a big boi job lined up when I graduate in five months, starting 58k a year. But life sucks right now and I cant see past friday night ig

@ScipioTheOld gotta learn the importance of the word No

It's rough, but it has to be done

Yeah

Buy an ar. 1 peice at a time

Just splurge on the next piece

Like dont buy stiupid shit like another platecarrier even you have one

I maen dont dubble your stock only buy that what u need

Okey bois i going to see her in hour or so

Wish me luck

luck anon

fingers crossed 🤞🤞

Be me like i am sitting with 8 gyrlls in room and i cant get my self to talk with them <:trumpw:554425863160987649>

@jaruspk fucking hell man we can make it work slavs need to work together

Yeah man like this shit is overcoming me like thay are smyling at me and talkibg with each other and i cant talk like i lost my voice

Slavs Together Strong.

Just woo them with the power of your squat

So I inherited a marines OTV from a buddy but I’m not a fan of my sides being exposed when wearing it, I tried to find the issued side armor but had no luck. Anybody got suggestions for plate, or soft armor pouches that will fit?

I think theres molle side plate panels out there you can add on

I found a couple I wasn’t sure if they would fit, they all looked like they were for the newer plate carriers that are getting issued out.

Those small probably would fit

They were interchangeble with interceptor

I think they will but as the vest is now I need the pouches for them

Ar500 make this

I’ll check it out thank you.

But this you can get in Poland for 10$
@Existance is pain

Well damn I I wish I lived in Poland then

Cus in harbour in Gdynia those guys(i mean marines and army) sell his old stuff on market

Kind weird deal but ok

Yea they could get a decent amount more for their stuff

You should be able to add side plates for that id just look for the issued side plate bags

I dont have side plates tho

Most 9f my volunteers dropped out last minute for this litter cleanup

Big gey

oof

Ya shit sucks

Big disappointed

F

@Trash Squid gut them

For flaking on mother earth

Lol

Hypothetically, if i threw up and there was blood in it, at what point should i start worrying about it

Only if I looks like black coffee grounds

That could mean an upper GI bleed

Basically ^ or if it is real fuckin painful

We all have cancer dude.

yee

So just normal blood actually isn't a problem?

every blood in liquids you throw out from your body(poop, piss, puke, swet etc)is a problem but sometimes you can have blood in your puke without noticing it like that can be microscopic and even that little amount can be sign of big shit commin like fuse for hostage

especialy in your poop

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

Ohhhh shit

better go see a doc m8

It burned a little more than usual, but i figure thats because my stomach is damn near empty

Sunuvabitch

every enternal bleeding can kill u faster than u think

I really should.

Im too broke to do it

you are not insured?

Might as well not be

check that "might" and go m8 good luck

Eh. Already drowning in vills i don't expect to pay

so have you been sick recently or drink excessive ammount of booze

im an emt so i deal with this kinda stuff on a regular

I drank a little more than i have been, but the past few days I've had like four shots, a 40,and three beers

Which is pussy shit compared to what i normally drink

could just be a reaction to drinking,

When i used to smoke i would cough up blood

but without
faecal test you cant be 100% sure it is harmless reaction to booze

I was thinking it could be drinking. I honestly feel a little better, but im sure it's gonna comeback

@jaruspk is right if you feel fine now it could be nothing to worry about. But id it comes back then I would take a uber to an urgent care.

Imma sk8. Too broke for all that lmao

yea i get that.

Medical care is fucking expensive. I got cut by glass at work and even though it was worksmans comp then sent me a bill to give to my boss. It was $1000. And all i got was a tetnus shot and a bandaid.

Thats some bullshit, but i definitely know what you mean. An ambulance ride alone is like 1500

yea man i always feel bad about that when i take some one to the hospital.

and if we have to have paramedics becuase there pretty much dying it jumps the bill to 7500

shit sucks

Beyond ridiculous.

But hey, atleast we can
...
What can we do without taxation or imprisonment?

we can breath lmao

like public care is shit

Speaking of which, i would actually have to find a ride. The hospital here is so fucked

It needs to be shut down really

yea most hospitals are like that unfortunatly

in poland medical care is free but for basic diagnostic things you can wait at lest one week and then doc can just say like *yee fuck it we dont have money for that*

like we have people who need insliun that have to pas close to 100 a vial

but the same guy who overdosed the 14th time this week gets narcan from the pharmacy for free

yee

un fair and fucked up

yea man.

you gus both from US

?

Im all for helping addicts, don't get me wrong, but we seriously have our priorities straight

Yessir

yes

and i get it like i see that shit first hand, actually just had a 22 year old kid die from it in his basment right before i got back on her e

but we need to fix the health care system here

not to mention the justice system

We don't talk about that shit show

We gotya throw that whole bitch away

i say let it be a lawless land

Eh it can be fixed, it just needs some radical changes. And lawwlessness and anarchy is a bad time imo

i think a purge like senrio would work

I think lawlessness would eventually level itself out after the weak were weeded out

Respect would definitely be more common

No then you have tribalism and warlords

i mean north america is too big for just 3 countries <:lol:554425196283559938>

lets give sum states independence and bomb CR

English Common Law and the Social Contract are fine, as long as govt dosent overreach

look man i just want to beable to own a 60 rd drum and have a colapsible stock n myh ar

nibba yor goverment is overreaching from prohibition times <:lol:554425196283559938>

I never said it wasn't currently or hasnt in the past

i agree with u but 60 round drum is for me too dumy thic belt feed @Existance is pain

nah im talking about the slim ass one magpul makes

D60 is as long as a pmag and at its thickest point like 3 mags wide

Anarchy wouldnt be bad. The druggies would die off, as long as the strong protect the weaker from predators itd be fine and lets be real it would always be predator season

ehhh, look how that works out in Africa

Not true anarchy

Somalia is in effect an anarchists utopia

When the people are armed and can defend themselves they do good. But govt there usually disarms em and squsnders the money

Somalia is a radical state lets be real

Nah, there's a "Govt" but in reality they can enforce anything. Its all warlords who call the shots

Hey, how would one fix a leather sheath?
I can take care of knives. The case, not so much

leather isnt hard to sew up just need a strong ass needle and good thread

Its a pretty difficult place to sew

So is it on the clip or the fastener side

Oh wtf

Its like the fastener, but it ripped right beside that hole

Maybe just feed it through and secure it

Or get one if these

Actually, now that you say that, i think the easiest way would be a whole new piece of leather.

I really wish I was near ya existence cuz that setup looks like booty

It’s a new setup, I’m getting all my pouch’s this week

Then I just need back and side plates

@wendiko

Look up iba side plate carrier

Yup I ordered the pouches already, money a little tight so I can’t afford the ar500 lvl 3+ plates yet

Pouches should be here on Friday

And it has the issue soft armor inserts in the vest still

Thats good

It’s nothing special like some of the other guys vests, but it’s mine

And hopefully I’ll be able to wear it at work in the next couple months

Iba will work. Youll be decently protected

I love IBAs it’s the same model I had issues to me in the service, only difference is the color

I had the iotv funny enough i have a concealable one

I tried those, I like the bulky ones better oddly enough

Always hurt my hips

That’s fair lol

Yeah, my insecurity is hitting harder than a bulldozer on a government building
- Sir Harndes (aka Psychic Catfish)

Just looked in the mirror and saw a short, insecure guy with acne and an anime t-shirt

Not very pleasing

Idk if im a real life meme or a person

Get swole and shave your head

Ads +3pp

My head is already shaved

Oh only +2pp

Used to walk with boots and camo jacket

Stoped because was getting called a neonazi

To much info

Gotta blend in unfortunatly

I dont blame'em tho

Had a Germany flag on the left sleeve of my jacket

Lol

Blend in

Inr

Just shave the sides and comb the top

Looks slick af

+10 handsome

High n tight comb over

Yeet

My hair get curly when it grows like 3 fingers in height

So I keep it short

Again

High n tight comb over

It's short

Like this?

Close enough

Marine Corps is gay

Not good gay either

I shaved the sides a time ago

Dont have any pic

Big gey

Found it

Is this what we're doing now?

Ooh, knifeplay

Im pretty edgy

Butterknight

Polish bus suck

Buses*

Like this shieet is always loaded with people and walking is faster than them

Get a hair cut nerd

Never

Thats the short half

nibba you looks like nrd pornstar

Tf is nrd

ddr

my polish sry

What in the hell is ddr