idk why it makes me so happy

np

^^

My favorite time of year!

Annual apartment inspection.

whta that?

uwot

what's that?

no idea

Once a year the management inspects each apartment to make sure you're keeping up with the hosuekeeping and to see if they need to make any repairs.

aah. awesome...?

sounds pretty cool

I got three and a half hours of sleep last night. I want nothing more thna to just go back to bed right now but I have no idea when they'll be here.

They were just here and I think it went well

that good ^^

The only thing I wasn't able to get is some of the grease build up and they were understanding about that and even offered suggestions.

Exactly what I was going to do, dawn dish soap. I simply didn't have enough of it.

Welp

The pain of cleaning

*I got no sleep*

*like always*

Once I hit my bed all I do is study

I would like to stay up all day and regret the next day but like

Nothing is fun enough to keep me awake 25/7

Tbh *my life is full of regrets*

24* 😂

How so?

I despise cleaning. Which is why I let it get built up.

STAYING UP MOST NIGHTS AND TAKING 20 UNITS

Taking 20 units?

Yeah which is like 3-4 classes

Oh damn

I get up at like 5 AM M-Th

Well more like dont sleep

*Ha*

Lol my mother despises cleaning too but we gotta do what we gotta do 😂

Rip that sucks

End my suffering

I need to get in the habit of studying tbh

I need to get in the habit of sleeping

But insomnia

Tbh

Ah I see

Just kill me

My brother has the same

I would like to die

Hlep

When are your classes going to end?

Like at 6:30

AND THEN THERE'S TRAFFIC

*CRIES*

Rip 😂

Where I live, 5 cars are considered traffic

*contemplates life decisions*

I gotta commute to school

It takes 30-60min depending on when you go

<:nazi:235272942882258944>

adolf dindu nuffin

My town only has stoplights on two intersections and they're two blocks away from each other.

@sentri you awake yet bruv?

I wish I was in yr town

Cries

I am awake my friend

i'm ganna nap my friend

Helo

Nap sounds good.

*wish I can nap*

Ay friendo

Eyy

Can't fuckin talk

Ay I'll hang out here but I'll listen in here

Teacher passed by

In school atm 😭

Ay @Sentri, remember on New Years Eve that girl I was talking about that got back into contact with me?

Yessir

Yeah, She's started playing vidya games with me again and I'm really feeling chill at the moment

When I'd used to play games with her she'd make me feel stressed to all buggery

Now I just feel rate chill and it's pre good

Hell yea man

Yeah man

Nice mang

I used to get stressed about making her happy, and she'd get shitty pretty easily because she's really competitive.

But now I don't give a shit about what makes her happy, and I'm just concerned with having fun and chilling out and I've found it infinately more fun to play games with her

I like focussing on myself and chilling the fuck out. As long as I'm having fun it's a good game

No doubt, maybe y'all needed time apart to get along

Yeah I think that's the case

And In the group I used to be in, I'd feel like I was competing with other people to be friends with her.

I was trying to be something I wasn't to try and keep feeling like I was interesting enough. Her other friends she hangs out with fix her computer all the time, and that's not something I do.

But, just doing my own thing for a while and ceasing to seek approval fro other people has just stopped all the stress, and I can just focus on being myself

And it's good. I like doing my own thing, and I feel much more mentally secure interacting with my friend when I'm in the right frame of mind.

Mind you, it didn't help that those other guys in that group used to ridicule me for how I'd used to act out sometimes when I was extremely stressed, or I was experiencing side effects from medication.

It was no good, made me feel like shit, and it's just not worth my time.

I'm through seeking respect from people. If people don't show me some sort of respect as a person then they can just fuck right off.

Hell yes, you need to worry about making you happy before you can make anyone else happy. Otherwise you'll 've miserable and spread that

Yeah

It's a releif to be free of that level of constant stress.

It fucked with my behaviour, it fucked with my mental state, it fucked with my self esteem, and it fucked with my uni work.

Same, I was so obsessed with other people and how they thought about me

Now all I do is to aim to make people at least smile and make my life not that stressful

I'm just happy chilling the fuck out and just being nice to people

I mean, I don't have much tolerance for people that shit me off, but I won't let it get to me

Good morning eberyone

People don't really think about you as much as they think about themselves, like you pointed out

mornin sunshine

How's everyone?

pretty damn okay, you

Oh btw I stopped caring what people think of me because you can't please everyone

I'm good! Enjoying the rain

ya, i mean just be yourself. if they don't like you, smile and move on

rain is the best

It's harder when u have to deal with those people everyday but u just have to do your best

except for a warm day with no humidity

It's snowing in the mountains and Cali is out of the drought zone by 40%

Yay!

Lol

very nice. it snowed in north texas for the frist time in years last week

I heard!

That's cool

We need all the rain we could get

At least in Cali lol

yeah no doubt

I know I sound random but I'm so tired.... I had a lot going on yesterday... I can't imagine with people who have kids.

U kinda have no life after that lol

It's not that bad, if you are financially stable and don't have it to put in much work away from home

Having a big family helps too

True

But just a sacrifice for the mothers out there tho

Having to wake up all the time during the night

I couldn't do it lol

Our kids weren't too bad about that, and I got up a lot with them as well. I tried to do Good Things

I babysat my nephew and he woke up a couple times during the night. I get so sad when babies cry lol

So I just had him sleep by me

Ya we kept the crib by the bed and it made things easier

Yeah I like to idea of cosleeping because it helps out a lot. It's rare that a mother would smother her own child. For me, I knew my nephew was there and I slept on my own side. It's like you have an instinct that there's someone there it's weird lol

When they were big enough they slept with us, I was worried about rolling over on them because I did that to a kitten before and killed it :<

But i never moved when my kids were beside me so ya you're right a no instinct

Yoooo

Vessna

Whats up

We are in Gestapo hq talking about life, love and vaping

@Vesna Lajon is still a nice lady and I would give her a lolipop because she is a nice lady

Ohhh okkk......thank you xD

I want to join vc but I'm at work. 😢

Noooo 😢

What time you get off?

Humph... when u get angry at bae for no reason lol

Oh no

I'm PMSing sorry

@sentri I get off at 5

It's ok, I'm sure bae understands

I get mad because he's responding to other people and not responding to me... maybe I'm too clingy

That's all of us tho, we crave baes attention.

I get paranoid with this stuff lol I don't wanna be the kind of girl that makes a big deal out of everything

Like other girls who feel entitled or whatever I hate that

Nah that's natural reaction, you're all good

Lol good at least someone understands

I have gotten most of the anger and irritation in text-form, from my gf.

@💧HisoMachi💖

Just don't let anger turn to hate my friend. Anger is a gift, hatred is a curse

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Hey Sara.

Hello there

sup

Life.

You?

rip

**RIP**

just finished watching a movie

What movie?

Ya

the girl with the dragon tattoo

Wot1

swedish movie

Kool

@[MAD]Sara Ah Swedish movie, awesome.

Swedish-American.

i fell asleep during that movie

you're swedish?

Yes.

but but it's a nice movie

It's great movie.

and woke up during a rape scene

ahahhha

Nice.

I decided to eat and then there was the rape scene and I was like "mmmm tasty"

pretty much all i remember of that movie

**Tasty**

nah for real it's a good movie

It is.

did you know there are 2 other movies?

with the same actors

The Girl Who Played With Fire

yep

The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet's Nest

aren't they all based on novels of the same titles?

have you watched them?

no

aren't they all conneted?

the movies

I think so ya

😮

gotta watch them

I need a new show

Get in vc vesna

How do you reset a broken nose?

Which way is it broken

Dm pic

Vesna watch Rome from hbo/bbc. You can find it online, I'm sure

shemeless

Slightly right

shameless *

Shameless is good

yepp

prison break

American Gods is coming soon, it should be the lick

vikings

got

I think vesnas caught up on got

Didnt watch shameless hmmm

@Vesna Lajon Don't you like being a

Nice

Laydie?

Sure xD

I would take you on a reasonable dinner date and then take you home at a reasonable time, not past 11 oclock because 11:01 is r00d d00d

Thats nice

Woupd u open door for me

Yeds

@Deleted User thank you yes! I believe it's just the fault of text

Hello again lol

*tips hat*

I think people get a lot of misunderstandings from text

It's too bad i have LD

LD?

Long distance

Ah, same here.

Yeah it sucks I can't be there all the time for him

Same.

It kinda makes me sad lol

Not having your significant other near you fucking sucks.

@Vesna Lajon

Whatch Westworld

It's a series about a resort populated by robot people, and throughout time they gain genuine consiousness and start questioning their reality

Yeah I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way here

It's very clever and goes into the philosphy surrounding genuine consiousness and sentience

Eh it's fine.

Long distanve never works :(

Lol

@💧HisoMachi💖 It's heartbreaking to say the least.

Keepin it real

Don't say that!

😂

Me?

No to vex

Oh.

I'm trying to make it work as much as I can

We live 5 hours away by plane

Just keepin it real lol

Lawl.

But good luck to u