*contemplates life decisions*

I gotta commute to school

It takes 30-60min depending on when you go

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adolf dindu nuffin

My town only has stoplights on two intersections and they're two blocks away from each other.

@sentri you awake yet bruv?

I wish I was in yr town

Cries

I am awake my friend

i'm ganna nap my friend

Helo

Nap sounds good.

*wish I can nap*

Ay friendo

Eyy

Can't fuckin talk

Ay I'll hang out here but I'll listen in here

Teacher passed by

In school atm 😭

Ay @Sentri, remember on New Years Eve that girl I was talking about that got back into contact with me?

Yessir

Yeah, She's started playing vidya games with me again and I'm really feeling chill at the moment

When I'd used to play games with her she'd make me feel stressed to all buggery

Now I just feel rate chill and it's pre good

Hell yea man

Yeah man

Nice mang

I used to get stressed about making her happy, and she'd get shitty pretty easily because she's really competitive.

But now I don't give a shit about what makes her happy, and I'm just concerned with having fun and chilling out and I've found it infinately more fun to play games with her

I like focussing on myself and chilling the fuck out. As long as I'm having fun it's a good game

No doubt, maybe y'all needed time apart to get along

Yeah I think that's the case

And In the group I used to be in, I'd feel like I was competing with other people to be friends with her.

I was trying to be something I wasn't to try and keep feeling like I was interesting enough. Her other friends she hangs out with fix her computer all the time, and that's not something I do.

But, just doing my own thing for a while and ceasing to seek approval fro other people has just stopped all the stress, and I can just focus on being myself

And it's good. I like doing my own thing, and I feel much more mentally secure interacting with my friend when I'm in the right frame of mind.

Mind you, it didn't help that those other guys in that group used to ridicule me for how I'd used to act out sometimes when I was extremely stressed, or I was experiencing side effects from medication.

It was no good, made me feel like shit, and it's just not worth my time.

I'm through seeking respect from people. If people don't show me some sort of respect as a person then they can just fuck right off.

Hell yes, you need to worry about making you happy before you can make anyone else happy. Otherwise you'll 've miserable and spread that

Yeah

It's a releif to be free of that level of constant stress.

It fucked with my behaviour, it fucked with my mental state, it fucked with my self esteem, and it fucked with my uni work.

Same, I was so obsessed with other people and how they thought about me

Now all I do is to aim to make people at least smile and make my life not that stressful