maybe it's just me

tbh, I don't know you that well to be saying this

anyway

where did luigi go?

idk

and you are like me

because

I usually do exactly what you said

I can meet somebody, barely know them and be like

"yeah me and you are alike"

but we're probably really alike

hey guys, I'm new here, what's up?

The sky, obviously.

lol ceph

and yeah

@Mayla like

I'm extremly paranoid, it's awful

yeah ik

I can't trust anybody anymore tbh

@Interittus classic response

so I just tell people everything

if it makes sense

I actually ended up having 3 panic attacks cause of paranoia

YEAH

I KNOW THAT FEELIN

I get anxiety when I'm paranoid

panic attacks are shitty

YEAH

like, I was investigating somebody

and I could barely breathe

and i started freaking out

so I stepped away from the computer

and threw myself on my bed

and fucking died

it was awful

really unpleasant to deal with panic attacks

I cried and screamed my lungs of and fell to the ground

thank god no-one else was home

That plesant feeling when you are allowed on a SJW website to identify as Asian as a gender

The last time I cried was in a skype call with a girl I liked honestly

had a 5 hour long crying session

it was awful

not good

autch

@Zapp99 gud sheet

I haven't cried since tbh

and it was like

a year and a half ago

what happened?

I got abused by my ex-girlfriend emotionally, she blamed me for a bunch of shit, I spoke to this girl on skype, she listened to waht I had to say etc, I broke down

and it was my ex's bestfriend

and I just talked and talked

and then she called me a cunt, said I was lying, trying to manipulate her ETC

(something my ex says to everybody she meets to make them deeply distrust me)

then she blocked me, after that 5 hours

and I haven't been the same since

weeeee

That's harsh

I'm sorry to hear that

I usually don't know who to tell stuff

I just tell the world

I have nothing to hide anymore really

I feel no shame in what I've done

I'm like you, I tell everybody, everything

I actually still have lots of regrets

should have never dated that asshole

Yeah, I was broken by a relationship too

don't worry about it

Just gotta keep searching boooooi

damn, this is some heavy stuff 😦

just keep swiming, say dory

@Bruh Yeah, people come with a lot of bagage, is awful

yup, life hits you like a truck sometimes

How to have a real relationship : don't search at all.

I've dropped all my baggage now

i've just replaced it with being hyper detached

in my little safe bubble

doesn't that consume you in any way shape or form?

You won't go far in life dealing with things like that.

doesn't it consume me?

not really

yeah like, lets say, somebody starts yelling at you, and you just give up and cut the feelings towards that person

I remember being romaticly interested in a person, that was 4 years ago

@MTGarfield sometimes that's the best way

@MTGarfield Nah I don't, I usually just take it and i'm so detached that it just doesn't hurt at all

I don't get shouted at though

because in relationships I say everything I need to

*smooth talker*

honestly, when I argue I just realize that getting heated is useless and then people get all pissy when I'm just sitting there speaking calmly. It annoys some people, but that's part of why I do it.

I can defuse all situations pretty much

of course I can argue, I love arguing and debating

I dunno

don't mind me, I'm mentally broken

Then again, they disappeared like 2 years ago

trusting people is hard and difficult

everybody's a little broken somehow I'd say

If you ain't broken then you ain't human

ain't that the truth

Like, would you guys hurt somebody on purpose just to not hurt them more in the future

arg