I KNOW THAT FEELIN

I get anxiety when I'm paranoid

panic attacks are shitty

YEAH

like, I was investigating somebody

and I could barely breathe

and i started freaking out

so I stepped away from the computer

and threw myself on my bed

and fucking died

it was awful

really unpleasant to deal with panic attacks

I cried and screamed my lungs of and fell to the ground

thank god no-one else was home

That plesant feeling when you are allowed on a SJW website to identify as Asian as a gender

The last time I cried was in a skype call with a girl I liked honestly

had a 5 hour long crying session

it was awful

not good

autch

@Zapp99 gud sheet

I haven't cried since tbh

and it was like

a year and a half ago

what happened?

I got abused by my ex-girlfriend emotionally, she blamed me for a bunch of shit, I spoke to this girl on skype, she listened to waht I had to say etc, I broke down

and it was my ex's bestfriend

and I just talked and talked

and then she called me a cunt, said I was lying, trying to manipulate her ETC

(something my ex says to everybody she meets to make them deeply distrust me)

then she blocked me, after that 5 hours

and I haven't been the same since

weeeee

That's harsh

I'm sorry to hear that

I usually don't know who to tell stuff

I just tell the world

I have nothing to hide anymore really

I feel no shame in what I've done

I'm like you, I tell everybody, everything

I actually still have lots of regrets