and then she called me a cunt, said I was lying, trying to manipulate her ETC

(something my ex says to everybody she meets to make them deeply distrust me)

then she blocked me, after that 5 hours

and I haven't been the same since

weeeee

That's harsh

I'm sorry to hear that

I usually don't know who to tell stuff

I just tell the world

I have nothing to hide anymore really

I feel no shame in what I've done

I'm like you, I tell everybody, everything

I actually still have lots of regrets

should have never dated that asshole

Yeah, I was broken by a relationship too

don't worry about it

Just gotta keep searching boooooi

damn, this is some heavy stuff 😦

just keep swiming, say dory

@Bruh Yeah, people come with a lot of bagage, is awful

yup, life hits you like a truck sometimes

How to have a real relationship : don't search at all.

I've dropped all my baggage now

i've just replaced it with being hyper detached

in my little safe bubble

doesn't that consume you in any way shape or form?

You won't go far in life dealing with things like that.

doesn't it consume me?

not really

yeah like, lets say, somebody starts yelling at you, and you just give up and cut the feelings towards that person

I remember being romaticly interested in a person, that was 4 years ago

@MTGarfield sometimes that's the best way

@MTGarfield Nah I don't, I usually just take it and i'm so detached that it just doesn't hurt at all

I don't get shouted at though

because in relationships I say everything I need to

*smooth talker*

honestly, when I argue I just realize that getting heated is useless and then people get all pissy when I'm just sitting there speaking calmly. It annoys some people, but that's part of why I do it.

I can defuse all situations pretty much

of course I can argue, I love arguing and debating

I dunno

don't mind me, I'm mentally broken