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2018-09-04 18:05:31 UTC

You look more like the actor type

2018-09-04 18:05:36 UTC

Or kidnapper

2018-09-04 18:05:46 UTC

Or pedophile?

2018-09-04 18:05:57 UTC

Were you going to say pedophile next?

2018-09-04 18:07:50 UTC

yes

2018-09-04 18:07:52 UTC

i was

2018-09-04 18:08:19 UTC

Yes

2018-09-04 18:09:30 UTC

Thatโ€™s because youโ€™re a reasonable person

2018-09-04 18:10:20 UTC

I try

2018-09-04 18:10:45 UTC

Were you that one kid in high school who no one talked to or the one who tried to pick up girls

2018-09-04 18:14:07 UTC

Arenโ€™t those things mutually exclusive?

2018-09-04 18:14:25 UTC

Youโ€™re so reasonable nvm

2018-09-04 18:14:34 UTC

The answer is yes

2018-09-04 18:15:03 UTC

I was also the school shooter

2018-09-04 18:15:32 UTC

And Pervy gym teacher

2018-09-04 18:15:41 UTC

How did I do it you ask?

2018-09-04 18:15:41 UTC

๐Ÿ†—

2018-09-04 18:15:43 UTC

figured

2018-09-04 18:15:45 UTC

Easily

2018-09-04 18:15:55 UTC

I am waiting for class to start

2018-09-04 18:15:58 UTC

Needed to kill time

2018-09-04 18:16:04 UTC

My girlfriend is mad at me

2018-09-04 18:16:05 UTC

What do I do

2018-09-04 18:16:13 UTC

Oh wise bus driver Louis

2018-09-04 18:16:21 UTC

Idk

2018-09-04 18:16:34 UTC

Send her my # so I can ask her whatโ€™s up

2018-09-04 18:16:39 UTC

Iโ€™ll get back to you

2018-09-04 18:17:37 UTC

She isn't into white people

2018-09-04 18:17:43 UTC

lol

2018-09-04 18:24:09 UTC

How dare you try to work Louis

2018-09-04 18:24:21 UTC

NEET is where it's at

2018-09-04 18:29:13 UTC

"Listen to the SubGenius children!!! He has the hookup on the knowledge!!! yeah take that nassholes"

2018-09-04 18:29:55 UTC

comment that was just made about me Louis, he disagrees with you ๐Ÿ˜‰

2018-09-04 19:06:23 UTC

O

2018-09-04 19:06:30 UTC

@Satan I was just asking

2018-09-04 19:07:39 UTC

anybootay up to chat about crazy shit?

2018-09-04 19:09:26 UTC

What kind of stuff

2018-09-04 19:12:04 UTC

anything from metaphisical "telepathic" divine "ki" energy work/meditation altered states of mind etc, to the psy op like nature of indoctrination within religion,news,history, etc

2018-09-04 19:13:03 UTC

wat

2018-09-04 19:13:23 UTC

There will always be indoctrination within religion

2018-09-04 19:15:16 UTC

so would you care to vc regarding it?

2018-09-04 19:16:53 UTC

No

2018-09-04 19:17:18 UTC

*cough* lame

2018-09-04 19:19:25 UTC

I don't talk to people over the internet on the mic

2018-09-04 19:19:41 UTC

mind me asking how old you are?

2018-09-04 19:20:01 UTC

17

2018-09-04 19:20:18 UTC

so what is it that drove you to this?

2018-09-04 19:23:32 UTC

To what

2018-09-04 19:23:35 UTC

Flat earth

2018-09-04 19:23:36 UTC

?

2018-09-04 19:23:41 UTC

not voice chatting

2018-09-04 19:23:43 UTC

O

2018-09-04 19:23:54 UTC

Its weird without it being in person

2018-09-04 19:24:58 UTC

mmmmkay just saying its probably more a product of experince/you.... just saying a lot of people do it, it just takes time to get used to

2018-09-04 19:27:40 UTC

Maybe in time I will give it a try

2018-09-04 19:27:42 UTC

But not today

2018-09-04 19:28:47 UTC

๐Ÿ˜„ times all we have, I'll look forward to the day you join us. So what are your beliefes in the potential of dream like states of altered reality?

2018-09-04 19:30:10 UTC

In a altered what

2018-09-04 19:32:34 UTC

you know how you can "see" behind closed eye's, and dreams are in essence "you" within a "reality" of unrealistic constraints? well have you studied the potential intensities/complexities of "that" state of minds ability to expand your understanding and ability to harness/embody greater passions etc

2018-09-04 19:33:50 UTC

O

2018-09-04 19:34:01 UTC

You mean realistic dreams or something

2018-09-04 19:34:57 UTC

I just mean have you looked into the art of expanding this state of mind

2018-09-04 19:35:40 UTC

No

2018-09-04 19:38:49 UTC

okay, well from what I've read over the years I've found that one source of true freedom lies within this state of mind. Being that once you can embody passion/emotional focus of willpower etc these "dreams" will grow in length/intensity/complexity etc and for some they last days upon weeks etc every night; some learn to "keep" the dream going in the background, where they blink and focus for a bit and are there again etc, a lot of meditation in later stages comes down to "dreaming" reality and in turn reality becomes the dream, and thus "your" reality becomes an expression of dream like nature, but by that point your dreams are something unlike i could ever describe

2018-09-04 19:41:03 UTC

O

2018-09-04 19:42:36 UTC

I dont see the point in doing that

2018-09-04 19:43:03 UTC

It gets to a point where going to sleep โ€œhereโ€ is akin to unplugging from the body and entering an infinite network of expression in which your intention throws you through a spectrum of consciousness until โ€œrealityโ€ manifests around you based upon the mindset/emotions etc going into this state

2018-09-04 19:46:30 UTC

well you see creativity, and โ€œmuchโ€ of what we are/do is a product of the subconsciousness of which we are an expression of. By โ€œmasteringโ€ these altered states of mind to one degree or another you in turn learn how to harness โ€œfocusโ€ and willpower within passions/emotions etc to intensities beyond that of what would be otherwise egotistical and empty/superficial. So if you want to be able to sing/write music, etc, play instruments or follow your dreams, well it helps to be able to live those dreams and โ€œliveโ€ through far greater experiences to draw passions from

2018-09-04 19:46:53 UTC

Let me guess

2018-09-04 19:46:56 UTC

You have done this

2018-09-04 19:48:45 UTC

lol hell no, I've studied this kinda thing from many points of view because i fundamentally lacked the very essence of this to such a degree my previous depression was a state of perpetual self induced numbing denial. I only point towards the road/path that we and many have followed, in time i hope to grow upon this too

2018-09-04 19:55:49 UTC

For the majority of my life Iโ€™ve only ever had short 10-30 second dreams of lucidity usually waking up as if pulled from said dream state; furthermore the nature of said dreams was veryโ€ฆ artificial as if being studied/tested; so I never felt rooted within the moment and easily drew myself out of them.

As of a month ish ago I started trying to go to sleep with intent, trying to โ€œenterโ€ the void of darkness behind closed eyes and let my mind create visualizations of its own flourishion. This has more or less been peekaboo with my innate, in short it โ€œshowingโ€ me some vague/fuzzy image until I โ€œseeโ€ it and try focusing then lose it, usually takes anywhere from 5-20min to get one, and about 3 seconds to loose itโ€ฆ to say iโ€™m bad is a understatement.

On a brighter note, Iโ€™ve had some luck within harmonization, or rather dissonance; being Iโ€™ve had a few dreams enwich i could embody a feeling/tone within the mind to a degree that reality echoโ€™s the intention; such as flight or levitationโ€ฆ mostly ends in me getting pulled out of the dream tho.

2018-09-04 19:56:06 UTC

<:thonk:485324336874651650>

2018-09-04 19:57:38 UTC

@Soldz (CF) what do you hope to get from your studies "here" and on these topics?

2018-09-04 20:00:13 UTC

The truth or something like it

2018-09-04 20:06:37 UTC

well here's the thing, the only "truth" you have is what your 5 senses show/tell you; but many views tell you these are the only tools in which your enthralled before; so in short the only truths you can every really have are the ones you create to be true, as every product of experience can be manipulated through perceptions to create the responses they demandโ€ฆ and thatโ€™s not even getting into the nature of what we call ourself; being a product of knowing. Mk ultra like programs and of the likes have shown just how โ€œeasilyโ€ the mind can be overwritten/modified; how entire personalities can be inserted/removed and more.

So what it really comes down to is what needs to be true to do what you do, and what needs to be true to do what you want to do?

2018-09-04 20:14:56 UTC

~~Glad to see we got another mind brimming with critical thoughts...~~

2018-09-04 20:20:58 UTC

Boo!

2018-09-04 20:23:03 UTC

Yo

2018-09-04 20:25:36 UTC

Hello

How'we doin'
-- Gttn bk from my appointment
yeap--gonna get some espresso brewin' . .

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2018-09-04 21:42:18 UTC

Hello

hey--howz yer day been, Soldz.....

2018-09-04 21:43:23 UTC

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2018-09-04 21:43:49 UTC

A normal first day of school

2018-09-04 21:43:54 UTC

Spending time with my girlfriend later

they go back, tomorrow--here....

ah, glad ya had a decent/normal day....

2018-09-04 21:45:25 UTC

How was your day

thanks
fine
-- argh though ..weatherz hot Af doe
yep.. a "scorcher" today
and, argh, ..suppose to go up even higher 2moro
..to like mid-90s F ๐Ÿ˜“ ....
lol....

2018-09-04 21:48:54 UTC

O

2018-09-04 21:48:59 UTC

It is pretty hot over here too

yep , buncha us must be getting some heatwaves ,eh!
-- Yeah though, ..yesterday marked the end (last day) of the (2 week long) New York State fair
-- yeah, ..had Fireworks n shiz, last night, ...yeah ..around here we kinda call that, the, "unofficial end of summer" , but

-- eh though, i gots feelinz we (all) gonna have a bunch more heat, still
hmm yah as i think, i think summer officially is till like Sept 21st
, ..ah, then..then we all usually have "Indian Summer" , ..like a 'week' of heat amd summerlike conditions etc, in early "October"

-- but yeah, heheh, ..once "Indian Summer" goes by heheh than ya 'know' โ†’ winter is fast-approaching, ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
lols <:giggle:485714802123997184> ...

2018-09-04 21:54:39 UTC

I cant wait for snow

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