Embrace it and let the memory steel your resolve. You'll see him again some day Brother.

i want to make him proud

I hesitate to speak on matters beyond my depth, but while remembering and working through grief are important, your child wants you to succeed and thrive more than you do.

^

^

i'll make him proud

i will give him brothers and sisters to come meet him one day

I know it's probably not entirely sane, but I casually converse with my passed relatives as if they're all still with me as I go about my day. It's not even a grief thing for me, so much as rejecting the notion that one's passage means they're completely gone from my life and my inner world.

That's some the dad from Dexter level stuff.

> pushes his glasses up on his nose

Be sure to give your girl at least two cycles before going at it again unless she's in her mid-thirties or older. It takes a while for a woman to rebuild her nutrient levels to ensure the best possible gestation.

she's 24

I dont see anything wrong with that tbh

Keep close to your woman too. This is a difficult and irrational time. People can easily drift apart.

Ah. 24. I refuse to impregnate any concubine over 17, for maximum vitality.

Good call Birdman.

Two months ago, my first child was born. I've been through both a miscarriage and an abortion, neither of which I've truly gotten over. Some things you don't "get over," you just learn to work with.

Long story on the abortion. Wife left me then found out she was pregnant after she left me. I only found out months later.

My wife has PCOS so I assume I will have to deal with that pain. Yeah agreed though I have less life experience I have been through some shit. That's fucked.

Very true, Colton. It's unfortunate when miscarriages happen, though they're a natural and unavoidable part of the greater plan. Ensuring that the trauma doesn't cause distance within the relationship is the first priority.

You could end up blaming your wife or she could blame you in a vulnerable hurt psychological state.

And then you'll resent each other and drift apart. It happens sadly.

Yup.

@☦Colton of Yore☦ My wife has PCOS as well. We've been through a miscarriage. It isn't easy that's for sure.

It isn't like having a decent relationship with a woman is hard enough. God decided to test us further with the reality of our children dying.

I had to wait until I was 35 before getting to finally have a child after all those false starts and setbacks. And when she struggled to breathe right after the delivery and needed support, my heart caved in on itself.

Until science perfects disembodied robotic uteruses, we'll continue to have to deal with women.

@Tarnfurt Memory Eternal for your baby. I know you're hurting and I can't even pretend I know how it feels. Honor their memory with siblings as you said. Live greatly for them.

i will

https://www.knoxnews.com/picture-gallery/news/2018/01/21/womens-march-and-march-for-life-crowd-downtown-knoxville/109682416/

you folks have no idea how much it means to me seeing my brothers-in-arms share my grief

pics of TWP in the gallery

I really like the optics on this one.

me too

Antifa patrolling the crowd for signs of racism, patriarchy, and cisheteronormativity.

Wish I was able to go. Looks like fun. Everyone is getting more uniformed up too. I like it.

same

Those hats are nice. I say this hating hats.

Events seem safe anymore. Cville made cops want to break out the big secure.

Plus it probably is a money tactic. "We need more funding. There's nazis and commies occupying public space."

meanwhile, was doing a little digging about the Jews and the Iraq 2003 invasion

http://foreignpolicy.com/2010/02/08/i-dont-mean-to-say-i-told-you-so-but/

@johanC was the best looking Nazi in attendance

Danke bruder

And the most hoarse today

now she's lashing out at me

Those optics are N I C E

@Tarnfurt It's probably gonna get a bit ugly. Women in general arent as well in control of their faculties. this kind of thing has a very heavy effect on them as well =/ Hang in there

Same. @johanC throat is fuck

From giving all those bowljobs?

https://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/us_5a64103be4b0022830036bd5

Ahhahahaha

Lmao

These paranoid retards.

i hate that guy too

Hes a scumbag

antifa has lots to worry about like not getting paid by multinationals in time

That guy is pure scum

Was in Cville

The 226 is a good gun tho.

I have a 320. Lighter trigger.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UN197azcyls

LMFAO Dude at 0:30 that motherfucker is shaking so bad

fuk [REDACTED]

Those fucking whores at the end of the video

@Rsolobo

@Tactical BowlCut
They are truly disgusting. White middle aged cat boxes with scratchy voice and natty hair bringing down a society & opening our borders

Alliance of Young thots & Catladies

http://wina.com/news/064460-third-counter-protester-arrested-from-unite-the-right/

Good news gents

NICE

Who was he

" represented by attorneys Sandra Freeman and David Baugh."

No idea who he is

Appearntly it's a nigger

"Mr. Blakney is the third counter-protester to be arrested and charged arising out of the events in Charlottesville on August 12, 2017. Corey Long and DeAndre Harris are both also facing criminal charges. All three are Black men and local residents who were attacked that day."

Stupid niggers

https://www.facebook.com/616230331853615/photos/pcb.1060971320712845/1060970780712899/?type=3

They were attacking us all day

YES!

That is cane nigger

He was swinging it at me when i entered the demo!

"EY YA GOT A DOLLA FO DA BUS" looking ass

He was swinging a cane at me and several others when we entered the demo. If it wasn't for league and TWP we would have been stuck in between counter protesters.

of course he got ROR

https://www.mylife.com/donald-blakney/e60453673992

Ror for malicious wounding

Fuking joke

But that’s fine bc defense lawyers should be able to use this@as proof of biases of

https://twitter.com/nlgcentralva/status/955178062890586112

What a bunch of fags

wtf I love Trump again

He said he'd approve the "bipartisan" DACA bill if Democrats reopened the government and passed the budget continuation

Now that the government is back on again, Trump just basically said "we're not doin' that"

Hahaha

https://8ch.net/pol/res/11177708.html

Spiffy stuff goys

@Fevs Bro my throat is fucked from yesterday

was worth it though

You two ahh got something too admit

🙏 🙏 🙏

https://www.vox.com/2018/1/22/16919006/immigration-congress-bill-vote-mcconnell-shutdown

@Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe yeah we're all destroyed

@Fevs go shave your neckbeard stubble nigger

and hit the gym

I shaved like w days ago nigga stfu

2

Sorry I'm too high T

>not shaving twice a day

you gotta be like me bro and spend 30 minutes in the TWP bathroom gelling up your hair

30 minutes gelling your hair? I didn't realize it was an IE rally

Niggas no shaving , we white shariah nawh

@Hadrian I'm the guy with the combover and the suit/tie in the video

Why suit & tie

we can be pretty/thicc boys too

@johanC Was good to meet you yesterday brother

we all thicc

Beards & bomber jackets nibbas

except Fevs. He needs to eat more

^

You as well. Hope to see you again soon

spend enough time in TWP and he'll be thicc too

Extra thicc

Yea Fevs got alot of work to do

fevs looks like he has AIDS

F

I know I know, I've gotta start smoking too to make me look older

Grids

Just grow a beard , and do some pushups or something

Yeah I've been doing my pushups, my metabolism just makes it so I have to eat a metric shit ton

And that shits expensive

smoke a corn cob

All you need is 200 to 400 calories above maintenance weight

Eat a gram of protein per pound you weight

I usually try to ye

Get a weight gainer & blender then

I drink like half a gallon of whole milk a day and eat nothing but chicken nuggies

Nigga lol what eat actual food

@Fevs get some creatine

Nah just throw some rice in that mix nibba

And put creatine in that

And on top of ice cream and in sandwiches

I have creatine as well, caps not loose powder

If he gets a pre workout it will have enough creatine in it.

I don't like sweet foods like ice cream

Inb4 "nigga you ate all them sweettarts"

preworkout is essential

I was joking. Anyway ice cream is a trap

Pre workout is godly

Get a weight gainner & blend with milk thats like 35 grams of protein and 1000 calories right there

I get up 6am to go to the gym. Would never do it if I didn't have preworkout

I have weight gainer and shit ye, I've just gotta keep at it and I'm sure I'll gain weight

peanut butter

I've got like the 5lbs bag of mass gainer

It has to be an everyday thing

Yeah yeah I know

I get sick and some days I'm just too tired

I've gotta work on that motivation n sheit

Even GNCs stuff isnt that bad

Do you wanna be an Alpha Nazi , or look like you have Grids forever = motivation

True true

#GRIDSisforever

make shakes with milk, peanut butter etc

peanut butter is very calorically dense

I just use whole milk , Weight gainner & like 2 bananas

Its already a 1250 calorie drink

I had to stop making myself protein shakes after I realized all the "healthy" crap I was putting in them basically undid my whole workout and then some

New tradworker required reading list

this is a man

...tick tick upload wait wait wait

?

No

The barber has gotta use garden shears

@fassel where the fuck were you yesterday you drunk nigger

I thought we were gonna fight or some shit

pretty disappointing tbh

Had muh keeeds

Wish i had been there so i could bully you for your tie and not blousing your jeans though

Rekt

SlavManlet is honorary IE

listen...he looked very professional and honorable

no bully @Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe

with a perma grin

I had the best-kept hair of anyone at the event

that is true

you just got that cut right

thanks bro

Undercuts are so 2 years ago

We skinhead now

I’m not blousing shit

@Fevs No, I'm what IE should have been

These boots are amazing

Just in time for next Saturday

What are they

rocky alpha force 6 inch zips

6" CUCK

http://amzn.to/2n1CeW5

8" or bust

lol i'll go 8 inch in old school jungle boots

wait

maybe i'm retard

that link is wrong

Everyone has the Chad stride in this video opening https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UN197azcyls

great optics

@Fevs Do I have your permission to lead the TWP men's choir after Sunday?

basically marching in formation, almost double time, looking sharp af

<:hellyeah:374715727833464836>

What was the chant?

unborn lives matter

I haven't heard anybody else in the party sing

So sure yeah you gucci

thanks brudda

I'm the sole member of TWP choir

We still need to do marching practice

^

@Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe we are going to form a TWP barbershop quartet

<:thumbsupreich:374715790693367808>

I think our marching was p bad

would have been good to chant

60 million dead, 60 million dead

Once we have drums it'll be ezpz to march tho

abortion is the true holocaust

@Fevs True, but at least it looked okay in the video

man or woman?

Man

That is a fucking man

every fuking female and tranny for womens rights was NASTY

@Fevs SAD MASTER RACE SAD NAZIS GO HOME YOU FORGOT YOUR SWASTIKA

remember that fat guy?

What the fuck was he even on about?

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

Slav is barbershop quartet leader but i got dibs on twp barber. Shave heads for all. See me

what bout this

they had really dumb protestors

And slav his name is Chris something

@Fevs Chris Chandler?

He was the same guy on the sound system from shelbyville

Ye i think

posturing and shit...you can just tell he would get his ass beat

looks like a tranny

tfw the boomers tell me to go back to the country club

whos' the two in the back