You're 30 now right?

I'll probably stop around 35 and after fifth pregnancy maybe.

I'm 31.

And just had third delivery

How many more babbles you think you got in you?

I'd say at least 2 more

@patron Saint of EATIN You don't get to die in childbirth 🔫 That's for the Romans

That's awesome! I admire your dedication and ambition

Just make sure you play it safe.

Those complications are no joke

Yeah be careful. The ones you already have need a mother

Meh. My husband loves babbles. I got a couple more in me. Yeah, my blood pressure has been the main concern. I'm going to take a full year to get that under control and get back in shape.

Better 3 babies than 5 with a single father

Fuck. Yeah, that would be rough. I'm taking my time. I have several more years. I just need to get back in shape and stay away from alcohol to deal with my anxiety. I'm joining the gym in Mitchell when I get back. That should help with the blood pressure and some with the anxiety.

A hundred years ago I would have died having my first baby when I was 19, due to pre-eclampsia. I definitely am pro medical science.

*grabs rock*

I'm interested tos ee how this works out for you @patron Saint of EATIN

best of luck indeed.

alcohol is destroying my wife

and we are about to divorce as result

after 10 years

Thanks, it's a bit experimental, but has been met with significant success in Russian studied

not trying to personal but shit is crazy

she has tried everything but failed and always relapsed...

she has anxiety issues and all that shit and turns to alcohol for relief

No, I understand. Women with mental health issues have a hard time staying off of it.

I get it. It takes a burning desire and a willingness to pursue whatever treatment is out there. I'd advise stay away from anything inpatient, stay away from AA and all that shit, pursue outpatient detox and naltrexone implant, coupled with aggressive mental health treatment (therapy and drugs - but NO XANAX, etc.)

I'm being treated at The Coleman Institute if you want to Google some stuff.

yeah none of what you mentioned have helped...always fails back into the same routine and my kids are seeing this behavior and its damaging them.

i will google...thanks!

i understand addiction as a former addict myself...but I think I was blessed with not having anxiety issues and not type A personality

type A ppl are more likely to be extreme

either in positive or negative direction

Fuck Xanax

I’m stuck with it in my nightmares now

I have anxiety and am certainly type A. Coupled with an extremely traumatic childhood that I won't even get into. It sucks. A person has to be desperate to change. And I haven't even come out on the other side yet. Who knows, I could be dead in a ditch two months from now. I'm no guru.

no way in hell...I was addicted to that for some time. I don't even remember a few years of my life

Fuck that shit man

Yeah fuck Xanax for sure

Fuck all Jewish pills

Gas the Jews

gas big pharma

same diff

Gas big pharma

lol

We’re gonna need a lot of gas

weapons grade delivery system

@patron Saint of EATIN the fact that your taking these measures is awesome and shows you are fighting the demons

thats all we can do in life

I refuse to give up until all the jews are dead and my children have a future they can believe in.

So proud of all my TWP goys and goyrls getting off substances

Fun fact: Purdue Pharmaceuticals pioneered the marketing of benzodiazepines when they introduced Valium.

Kinda nervous about getting an experimental implant but I've read good things about it from Russian sources.

When profits diminished from that they moved on to Oxy

@patron Saint of EATIN seems the implant has seen good success in other countries including australia

just don't let the russians try to switch your head with another body and you'll be good

some of their scientists are crazy like that

Lmfao I'm hopeful. Thanks for the support.

Almost time.

you got this

FYI, if you're going out of town for medical treatment, make sure whoever sets up the appointment for you prewarns the office of your penicillin allergy lmao. Complexities and delays are afoot.

@patron Saint of EATIN Penicillin allergy?

That must be a pain.

Yeah, I developed it as an adult, while in the navy actually. Broke out in hives and couldn't breathe. Sucks. Probably from being over prescribed them for kidney issues as a child.

Over consumption of antibiotics is a problem all of humankind will have to deal with in the relatively near future

The super bug apocalypse

It will become more of an issue when the population on earth grows, and the antibiotics become more and more ineffective.

I have met more than 1 person who was nearly killed by bugs.

Obviously the solution is to reduce the population

I can think of 0.2% that would be easy to cut

Just got out of the procedure. A steady stream of naltrexone from the implant should diminish cravings and reduce the effects of any alcohol if I fuck up and drink. Next step, see the therapist and get back on a routine exercise schedule. Hail victory comrades!

@patron Saint of EATIN I'm glad you're ok

Thanks comrade

The more important part is the coming weeks. Pray for me that this works.

I need all the prayers I can get.

Funny enough, the doctor here in a suburb of Indianapolis Indiana saw my cross and asked if I was eastern or western Orthodox. I was surprised by that.

Glad to hear it’s done

Your in my prayers

Congrats for doing this

@patron Saint of EATIN don’t drink! Haha you got this 😃

I'm back comrades.

I literally have an implant in my body that takes the fun out of alcohol.

It's experimental

I'll let you goys know how it goes

https://youtu.be/YsUcvzYCV5k

Im curious to see how it goes

@patron Saint of EATIN Does it just not let you absorb the alcohol or something? or does it make you physically sick to drink it

Like some meds to get you to stop smoking do

It blocks the mental effects, the opiod receptors, et,

And also makes you get sick more easily

So it takes away the whole point of my drinking, which is making the voices stop

And holding back the void

So I gotta start working out again and get back into therapy

To deal with my seemingly insurmountable childhood trauma

But praise kek guys amirite

praise kek

My aspergers makes it hard for me to process emotions, and alcohol is an easy crutch.

My husband has carbs and vapes. I had alcohol. Time for new copes.

Carbs are good