Message from @UTP Vanux

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2017-04-27 04:28:41 UTC  

Too bad yopu cant go back, eh?

2017-04-27 04:29:19 UTC  

I wouldnt go back

2017-04-27 04:29:42 UTC  

As a man you're mean to carry a burden

2017-04-27 04:33:25 UTC  

i can't really think about this right now

2017-04-27 04:33:56 UTC  

Sleep on it man, no rush. Just realize we aren't ebilnaziswhowanttogassixmillionjews

2017-04-27 04:34:16 UTC  

not that it's wrong, because my mental state has just been shattered more than it already was

2017-04-27 04:34:21 UTC  

We stand on firm intellectual ground, based on historical fact and intelligible arguments.

2017-04-27 04:34:49 UTC  

i mean, it's like taking shattered glass and putting in a blender

2017-04-27 04:34:59 UTC  

Yeah.

2017-04-27 04:35:34 UTC  

It's not a fun experience having your worldview shattered. But how you come out of it is the real test of manhood.

2017-04-27 04:35:52 UTC  

Recognizing truth where you see it rather than catering to your emotional desires.

2017-04-27 04:36:02 UTC  

i mean, to consider that, if you are right, pretty much half of my life is a fucking lie

2017-04-27 04:36:42 UTC  

If you ever have any questions, don't hesitate to ask.

2017-04-27 04:36:53 UTC  

thanks

2017-04-27 04:43:42 UTC  

i'm just in a state of mental shock

2017-04-27 04:43:52 UTC  

if you can't tell from me saying that like 3 times already

2017-04-27 04:45:10 UTC  

Yeah man, I've been there. It didn't wear off for several months for me, especially as I started reading more about the history of various Leftist/Marxist/Progressive movements.

2017-04-27 04:45:28 UTC  

Culture of Critique by Dr. Kevin MacDonald is a good start.

2017-04-27 04:46:23 UTC  

He was a professor at a state university in CA and he wrote several long research papers on Jewish involvement in Leftist intellectual movements.

2017-04-27 04:46:32 UTC  

ah

2017-04-27 04:46:58 UTC  

i think my only really big issue besides from learned morals is that i can't tell anyone IRL or i'll be treated like shit

2017-04-27 04:47:13 UTC  

i mean, i already get shit and outcasted but damn

2017-04-27 04:47:47 UTC  

highschool is not a fun place

2017-04-27 04:47:53 UTC  

middle school was a nightmare

2017-04-27 04:47:57 UTC  

elementary was hell.

2017-04-27 04:48:01 UTC  

Youd be surprised

2017-04-27 04:48:17 UTC  

I didnt really have any major reprecussions

2017-04-27 04:48:23 UTC  

ha...

2017-04-27 04:48:27 UTC  

this school?

2017-04-27 04:48:34 UTC  

even in tennessee it's super fucking liberal

2017-04-27 04:48:38 UTC  

I grew up in Los Angeles

2017-04-27 04:48:42 UTC  

rainbow-haired faggots everywhere

2017-04-27 04:48:47 UTC  

Went to a high school that was 10% Jewish

2017-04-27 04:48:55 UTC  

If your friends are worth a fuck

2017-04-27 04:48:56 UTC  

they wont care

2017-04-27 04:49:02 UTC  

I live in California, too.

2017-04-27 04:49:24 UTC  

the thing is is that i don't really have that many friends

2017-04-27 04:49:41 UTC  

keeping a long story and history out of this, it'd be a massive risk

2017-04-27 04:49:50 UTC  

i went to high school in san francisco

2017-04-27 04:49:52 UTC  

Jesus