Too bad yopu cant go back, eh?

I wouldnt go back

As a man you're mean to carry a burden

i can't really think about this right now

Sleep on it man, no rush. Just realize we aren't ebilnaziswhowanttogassixmillionjews

not that it's wrong, because my mental state has just been shattered more than it already was

We stand on firm intellectual ground, based on historical fact and intelligible arguments.

i mean, it's like taking shattered glass and putting in a blender

Yeah.

It's not a fun experience having your worldview shattered. But how you come out of it is the real test of manhood.

Recognizing truth where you see it rather than catering to your emotional desires.

i mean, to consider that, if you are right, pretty much half of my life is a fucking lie

If you ever have any questions, don't hesitate to ask.

thanks

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i'm just in a state of mental shock

if you can't tell from me saying that like 3 times already

Yeah man, I've been there. It didn't wear off for several months for me, especially as I started reading more about the history of various Leftist/Marxist/Progressive movements.

Culture of Critique by Dr. Kevin MacDonald is a good start.

He was a professor at a state university in CA and he wrote several long research papers on Jewish involvement in Leftist intellectual movements.

ah

i think my only really big issue besides from learned morals is that i can't tell anyone IRL or i'll be treated like shit

i mean, i already get shit and outcasted but damn

highschool is not a fun place

middle school was a nightmare

elementary was hell.

Youd be surprised

I didnt really have any major reprecussions

ha...

this school?

even in tennessee it's super fucking liberal

I grew up in Los Angeles

rainbow-haired faggots everywhere

Went to a high school that was 10% Jewish

If your friends are worth a fuck

they wont care

I live in California, too.

the thing is is that i don't really have that many friends

keeping a long story and history out of this, it'd be a massive risk

i went to high school in san francisco

Jesus